adpolandam's latest activity
-
We have not invited family or friends for several years now. Very occasionally one of my brothers. He is understanding and concerned about my... -
Stressing out is of course not helping. But people forget, and they really have no clue what it is to live with T and especially H. But I...
-
Sudden noises are really hurtful but i dont like sounds being close to my ears and him hitting me on the shoulder felt like he clapped hes hands...
-
adpolandam commented on Sodlin's profile post.Sudden sounds hurt you?
-
Yep. 😢
-
what a shit fkn year that was.
-
My tinnitus is also catastrophic (sudden hearing loss) and has worsened A LOT since it happened 10 months ago. My fault. I've lost my job, had to...
-
adpolandam reacted to vikaspratap's post in the thread Four Months into Severe Tinnitus, Reactivity, Hyperacusis, Dysacusis and Visual Snow with.
The hissing in my ears sometimes decreases when I wake up in the morning, but it goes back up once I start engaging in activities. It feels like... -
adpolandam reacted to vikaspratap's post in the thread Four Months into Severe Tinnitus, Reactivity, Hyperacusis, Dysacusis and Visual Snow with.Hello, everyone, My tinnitus started around August 20th, and at first, it was really mild. I could only notice it if I blocked my ears or was in...
-
adpolandam reacted to gameover's post in the thread Hearing Loss and Severe Tinnitus — From Loving Life to Suicidal in 2 Months with.I flew again this summer. It wasn’t a great experience, but it was bearable and maybe slightly better than last year. I paid for a business-class...
-
adpolandam replied to the thread Plugging Nose and Blowing Temporarily Improved My Hearing: Can I Restore Eardrum Function and High-Frequency Hearing?.Both membranes in my ear feel loose. I can even feel the wind moving the membrane in my “sicker” ear. I’ve seen doctors about this, but so far...
-
adpolandam reacted to Brad1138's post in the thread Plugging Nose and Blowing Temporarily Improved My Hearing: Can I Restore Eardrum Function and High-Frequency Hearing? with.I have numerous hearing issues, including tinnitus, extreme sensitivity to sibilance, and a tendency for my ears to build negative pressure...
-
I am middle-aged.
-
Man.. I would give so much for natural wellbeing. That is such a precious gift of life. My only hope, is hope, that it can be so one day.. these...
-
Seconds after the year change, I got a huge SBUTT that seemed to be coming from the center of the head. Then one ultra high pitched in the right...
-
Well, the next 2+ years are going to suck. I feel like a convict who keeps getting more time added to his sentence.
-
Thought I was headed for a stroke or heart attack today when my BP hit 154/106 ( and that was after my “relaxing” bath). So I took an 80mg slow...
-
The more I think about it, the more I think Propranolol might be the perfect habituation drug for tinnitus. Unlike alcohol or benzodiazepines it...
-
@Juliane Agree…there is no real reference or baseline to measure against. Each new experience brings about a whole different set of variables.
-
That's because it's a new situation every time it worsens. So we cannot really use our past experiences as the shitshow starts all over again...
-
It definitely does. Mostly, when all my work and obligations are done with a lot of suffering, only more suffering awaits during my "free time". I...
-
Another year. Who gives a damn?
-
adpolandam commented on adpolandam's profile post.I'm sorry. How old are you? I'm depressed.
-
My H still severe. My T changes everyday. I am homebound. Yesterday (26th December) someone used fireworks near my house. How are you doing?
-
adpolandam replied to the thread Sound Pharmaceuticals (SPI-5557 & SPI-1005).Where is this middle ear implant?
-
adpolandam replied to the thread Hearing a Ticking Clock Sound: Is It Physical?.We are not all the same. I don’t have noxacusis, but certain things still cause pain—for example, turning on the light at home. I have damage to...
-
adpolandam replied to the thread Sound Pharmaceuticals (SPI-5557 & SPI-1005).Can you please give a link? I can't seem to find it. Merry Christmas, everyone!
-
adpolandam reacted to Nick47's post in the thread Sound Pharmaceuticals (SPI-5557 & SPI-1005) with.I have hope. Read my thoughts on the middle ear implants and, to a lesser extent, Auricle. I have hope because there is some evidence they could...
-
Had lots of trouble sleeping last night. Both ears were making noises, idk if it was louder than normal or just more bothersome. Had to take...
-
adpolandam reacted to Voy's post in the thread From Darkness to Light, How I Recovered from Tinnitus & Hyperacusis with.Hi @billie48, I've had tinnitus since 2016. I got used to it, and it has been manageable for the past few years. However, for the last few...
-
adpolandam reacted to Nick47's post in the thread Being in Silent Environments Reduces My Tinnitus with.Hi @Voy, I see you're new here. Welcome! What you're experiencing is a form of tinnitus called "reactive tinnitus," which is common after...
-
adpolandam reacted to Voy's post in the thread Being in Silent Environments Reduces My Tinnitus with.Hi everyone, Here’s what I’ve noticed: silence tends to reduce my tinnitus, while noise seems to make it worse. Often, when I wake up in the...
-
adpolandam reacted to Tinniger's post in the thread Being in Silent Environments Reduces My Tinnitus with.I am surprised by the low response to your post. My tinnitus usually calms down at night as well. If it is very quiet during the day, the...
-
I just wanna hide in my bed for 1 year. Im going thru a really though spike. Meet someone when i was in the garage so i took out the earplug in...
-
The only way to cope with T is to get your mind of it. But this is getting extremely difficult when your T it has become physical pain, with...
-
mine is so severe, suicidal level since it started 7 months ago
-
It's gotten worse now I feel... Screaming 24/7 tinnitus in my ears now especially left ear for a few days now. I really hope it calms down and...
-
Exposed to loud ambulance siren again (which was right next to me). I'm so done with this condition. I'm so done with these possible worsenings...
-
adpolandam left a message on Pinhead's profile.same for me ;(( I ruined everything
-
More tones. It doesn't end. It only gets worse.
-
Hi dear @Cmspgran. How are you holding up? I am sorry, I am losing all hope. I cannot cope with this anymore. It is too much. I hope you will heal...
-
Yup I hear you! People are oblivious to these warnings or words of advice about protecting your ears. Because T is an invisible condition, it is...
-
adpolandam reacted to F-u-T's post in the thread Cilcare's CIL001 Targets Cochlear Synaptopathy — An American/French Collaboration with.Hopefully, increased hearing would turn down the brain's central gain and reduce hyperacusis. My tinnitus sucks, but my hyperacusis is horrible.
-
T is in the driver's seat tonight. Destination to be determined.
-
I wish at the least my words would be understood with my family. At this point I struggle to see how human compassion is zero. I love you brother...