Recent content by Believin' Steven

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    For anyone who likes to lurk profiles and see how things have ended up. Know I'm a rare case. I...

    For anyone who likes to lurk profiles and see how things have ended up. Know I'm a rare case. I made a lot of mistakes. You won't end up like me. I can almost guarantee it. I'll be gone soon. There isn't hope for me to get better. I'm trying to stick this out but it's not possible. Noxacusis is...
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    I am still here battling these afflictions. I will not give up. Everyday has pushed me to my...

    I am still here battling these afflictions. I will not give up. Everyday has pushed me to my limit, but I will continue to exceed them. I pray for everyone and anyone dealing with this, regardless of the difficulties that you face. It's been 5 years with nox and almost 10 with T. I love you all...
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    H got worse. Possibly due to lamotrigine. Pain all the time. Have to wear protection in quiet...

    H got worse. Possibly due to lamotrigine. Pain all the time. Have to wear protection in quiet room. Trying to ride it out, been about a month. Struggling. Lost so many things since the first time I got nox. Again. Hard to keep the hope alive. Pray for me.
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    Still kicking, T/H not getting better but not getting worse ☹️

    Still kicking, T/H not getting better but not getting worse ☹️
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    Hyperacusis Came Along with Tinnitus Spike: My Ears Are Sensitive to Even Quiet Noises

    I don’t know what I’m looking for but basically I’m trying to figure out if anyone had the same symptoms I had at the start of their hyperacusis. The pain gets so immense that I shake, sweat and cry. It’s impossible to sleep or even think about anything but ending it. It usually happens at...
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    Hyperacusis Came Along with Tinnitus Spike: My Ears Are Sensitive to Even Quiet Noises

    I had a bit of an episode last night. I had massive ear pain, worst it’s ever been. Went to the ER and they gave me a dose of Clonazepam and it took the pain away within the hour. It’s still calm now but the pain is still constant. It felt like (and still does to some extent) acid being poured...
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    Header for my profile and a reminder to myself. No headphones. EVER. Don’t risk it. Don’t dwell...

    Header for my profile and a reminder to myself. No headphones. EVER. Don’t risk it. Don’t dwell on mistakes either, it’s negative progress.
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    Hyperacusis Came Along with Tinnitus Spike: My Ears Are Sensitive to Even Quiet Noises

    My location isn’t so bad atm. I’m on an acre of land out in the sticks, nice quiet nights. But the beach sounds fucking great, I’ve listened to ocean sounds when I sleep for the past 3-4 years. The best natural relaxation I get is the rain, and it’s rare in Aus. I think you’ve given me a new...
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    Hyperacusis Came Along with Tinnitus Spike: My Ears Are Sensitive to Even Quiet Noises

    @Juan Yeah I’m starting to realise I have to give it some time. The past week it’s gotten a little better, but only slightly. I believe my ears are just generally fatigued and overworked from stupid shit like headphones, work and general haphazard behaviours. It’s hard not to get bent out of...
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    Hyperacusis Came Along with Tinnitus Spike: My Ears Are Sensitive to Even Quiet Noises

    Unfortunately I’m in Sydney. Do you know if this treatment is covered by Medicare? There’s no way I can pay out of pocket atm.
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    Hyperacusis Came Along with Tinnitus Spike: My Ears Are Sensitive to Even Quiet Noises

    I have been using headphones at a low volume for a while. I guess my ears finally gave and now the hyperacusis has taken root. I have been sitting in relative silence for the past few days and my ears still hurt like crazy. I don’t know what to do at this point, I can’t seek TRT treatment...
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    Hyperacusis Came Along with Tinnitus Spike: My Ears Are Sensitive to Even Quiet Noises

    Recently my tinnitus kicked up a notch and now I have nasty hyperacusis or ear pain or whatever. It’s extremely quiet, just a bit of wind and my ears feel like they’re going to fall off. I can’t think of any loud sounds I’ve been exposed to recently, the hyperacusis just came out of nowhere...
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    Why Do Some People Hate Bill Bauer?

    Fingers crossed
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    Why Do Some People Hate Bill Bauer?

    It started 2015 with a slight ring that I hardly noticed, but I continued to to go to loud events, use headphones/earphones, loud music, basically everything that you shouldn’t do. Then last year it became a massive problem, probably a month before I joined the site. Ever since then it’s become...
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    Why Do Some People Hate Bill Bauer?

    Not so much, it’s kinda worse and better at the same time. Worse In the sense that it’s a little louder, but better in sense that the tone has stopped moving around and allowed me to habituate a little. Nowadays it’s the mild H that came on a couple of months ago due to some unfortunate loud...