Recent content by dreamer16

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    I've heard that it just gets worse with age and I'm only 26. What if it gets as loud as a jet...

    I've heard that it just gets worse with age and I'm only 26. What if it gets as loud as a jet engine by the time I'm 30,35,40? Fear is real. Seriously considering suicide...
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    You too ♥ I'm afraid it might push me to suicide one day, hopefully after my parents die. I will...

    You too ♥ I'm afraid it might push me to suicide one day, hopefully after my parents die. I will be left all alone in the house with no one and nothing but blasting T to accompany me. Hell.
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    I wish I struggled with this at the age of 80, not 26.

    I wish I struggled with this at the age of 80, not 26.
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    Bunch of permanent self harm scars on my arm thanks to T.

    Bunch of permanent self harm scars on my arm thanks to T.
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    I hate this condition. I hate it.

    I hate this condition. I hate it.
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    A number of factors. Bad luck. It became noticeable after I quit certain psych medication cold...

    A number of factors. Bad luck. It became noticeable after I quit certain psych medication cold turkey. I have a problem with my jaw, so that might have contributed to the problem. I'm almost 27, and it's incredibly crushing to accept that I might have it fort the rest of my life. Hbu?
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    Applying for Jobs with Tinnitus Is Exhausting and Soul Crushing

    I don't think I'll be able to find a job. I'm thinking of committing suicide.
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    Taking Action Against Tinnitus: What Research to Invest Money in?

    Tinnitus Quest gives me so much hope. It’s incredibly hard to be gaslit with claims like “tinnitus is psychological” or “it’s all mental” when it clearly isn’t. I’m in tears from feeling so broken and being repeatedly gaslit.
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    Can't accept injustice.

    Can't accept injustice.
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    For how many years have you been dealing with it?

    For how many years have you been dealing with it?
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    ''don't look for it and you won't find it''. Works perfectly when it's mild. But when it's...

    ''don't look for it and you won't find it''. Works perfectly when it's mild. But when it's worse, I just can't ''not hear it'' even when I'm not listening for it. Sorry just needed to vent.