L along the way's latest activity
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L along the way reacted to Scruffiey's post in the thread Finally Had My Long Overdue Breakdown — Regret, Loss, and the Unbearable Weight of Tinnitus with.
I just cried like a baby for the first time in I don’t know how long. In the span of four months, I’ve lost my dad, my chance at any kind of... -
Due to my mental health, I have to start taking the mood stabilizer lamictal/lamotrigine. I’m terrified that it’s going to make my T worse. I have...
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I made a decision today with a heavy heart. I'm not going to live like this. F*** you "god", or "universe" or whatever it is that has thrown us...
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L along the way reacted to Scruffiey's post in the thread How Do You Learn to Cope with the Uncertainty? with.I am four months in now, early days I know, but thankfully my tinnitus has gone from an unbearable loud sweeping siren to a 3.5 kHz buzz and a...
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Exactly 4 months ago I woke up wishing it was a nightmare. The last month has really sucked. I definitely very often have the feeling that...
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Pretty red bird today.
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Bout to throw in the towel
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It's been 5 years, I can't stand this sound anymore.
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Dear Silence, will we ever meet again?
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I’ll soon hit my four year anniversary. I’m not happy that I’ve made it this long. Every day has been pure suffering. Not worth it.
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It's really intrusive today... Like on the first day. It will not get better. I know it. I hate this life.
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Do insurance companies pay for suicide?
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L along the way reacted to SBlue's post in the thread Quality of Life Gone: Depressed and Suicidal with.Tinnitus started for me in October 2024, just a few months ago. Out of nowhere, I began hearing a high-pitched noise in both ears. The frequency...
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Words fail to communicate how difficult every day has become.
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Hey all. Hope everyone's hanging in there. Thought I'd pop in and say I'm having more anxiety with my T, which happens every few months but...
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I feel like I’m getting nowhere. I’ve been to my general physician, dentist, and now an ENT, but none of them will refer me to anyone who can...
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Many of us here have been through absolute hell when we first developed tinnitus or hyperacusis. Mine was so severe that I lost a significant...
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I'm trying, but I'm not sure how much strength I have left to keep going. My wife broke down last night and is now distancing herself from me...
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When I got tinnitus I didn't even know what it was. Now it alters everything in my life. Awareness is lacking!
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Lovely how unfair things can feel and you're just supposed to pretend everything is fine. I'm tired of pretending.
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I'm nearing 1 month since I experienced severe acoustic trauma; the tinnitus has been relentless and has become progressively worse as the weeks...
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*knock on wood* having alot of good days lately. Pain and noise tolerance is up. Anxiety and depression are at a low ebb. T is still loud and all...
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I'm so tired. I'm sick of this loop.
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Please do not let the terrible world situation get you down (easier said than done). We need you in this world. I feel like you every day, so not...
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L along the way reacted to Omar_M's post in the thread It Gets Better — I No Longer Obsess Over or Notice My Tinnitus Most of the Time with.I think it’s been close to three years now since my noise-induced tinnitus began. I won’t go into the specifics of how it happened, but basically...
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My good times didn't last. My head is full of noise again unfortunately.
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L along the way updated their status.Man.. I would give so much for natural wellbeing. That is such a precious gift of life. My only hope, is hope, that it can be so one day.. these...
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Happy New Year!!! May we all have a safe and peaceful one!!! 😊🙏
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Another year. Who gives a damn?
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Happy New Year! 🎊🎆 Here’s to a wonderful 2025 for everyone!
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2024 was the worst year of my life
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Well a positive if there is one to pull from this... The distortion or sound when I speak has gone away about 95%. T is still more reactive and...
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L along the way reacted to Yellowblue44's post in the thread Sharing Gratitude 🙏 Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to My Tinnitus Talk Friends! with.Dear fellow hyperacusis and tinnitus friends, I have faced many ups and downs in my life, but this year has been incredibly hard and nothing else...
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Hey - happy holidays to you and your family. Same thing happened to me yesterday. This disorder is insane. I am mostly isolated. Every time I do...
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L along the way reacted to Cmspgran's post in the thread Prolonged Noise — Battling with Guilt, Variety of Disturbing Tinnitus of Sounds in Both Ears and How to Proceed with.Hi Alex, First of all, do not blame yourself. We have all felt the same way and regretted our decisions. When I think back to the countless gigs...
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L along the way reacted to faithup's post in the thread Prolonged Noise — Battling with Guilt, Variety of Disturbing Tinnitus of Sounds in Both Ears and How to Proceed with.Greetings all, I recently discovered this forum while dealing with revelations about the worsening of my severe tinnitus. The condition, caused...
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5.5 months in. Still no sleep, no focus and suicidal ideation. Just because of morons who cranked speakers where even with hearing protection, it...
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Last night was one of the worst. The craziest noises to date. Like a firework show of tinnitus in my ears. Today has been pretty normal. Hoping...
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The only way to cope with T is to get your mind of it. But this is getting extremely difficult when your T it has become physical pain, with...
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@4Grace yeah I’m doing good. Dealing with the noise so much better. Maybe I habituated. I just try to go on every day. I miss you too and pray you...
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I wish at the least my words would be understood with my family. At this point I struggle to see how human compassion is zero. I love you brother...
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T is in the driver's seat tonight. Destination to be determined.
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Sorry to hear your still homebound my friend. But glad to hear you have gotten a break from the pain. Small improvements are better then none I...
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Hello old friend. Miss you. Hope you are doing okay. Same old here. Too many words to describe my situation. I feel good enough to rejoin life...
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You speak of euthanasia and it makes a tear run down my face. Life does not accommodate this horrific condition. I want to tell you that I...
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L along the way commented on 4Grace's profile post.Can I add.. i still have hope in the healing journey.. that's basically what I live on I guess.. The thing is.. without dramatisation.. t just is...
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L along the way commented on 4Grace's profile post.I've been thinking about euthenasia more & more.. but haven't taken any actual steps.. but daily the thought of it comes up.. this just isn't...
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L along the way commented on 4Grace's profile post.Hey @4Grace, happy to hear from you. Well.. honestly.. sleeping is still a massive issue, and there are times when i just take a few drinks to...
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Hey buddy. I miss you and love you. So happy to hear your sleep is better.
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hello everyone. How is everyone doing? I'm still in the trenches of the hell. It's gonna be almost 8 months and it's still the same as the day it...