Recent content by L along the way

Can I add.. i still have hope in the healing journey.. that's basically what I live on I guess.. The thing is.. without dramatisation.. t just is such a discomfortable affliction, and it interfered with my daily life in the form of having a good night's rest.. and just to experience wellbeing...

I've been thinking about euthenasia more & more.. but haven't taken any actual steps.. but daily the thought of it comes up.. this just isn't living. I try to have hope for a better future, but it has been really harsh. I'm happy to hear from you, and hope you are doing well friend.

Hey @4Grace, happy to hear from you. Well.. honestly.. sleeping is still a massive issue, and there are times when i just take a few drinks to numb myself out a bit. And this morning... i wake up.. 1st thing i notice.. tsskkktsskk.. it's really sad.

I'd say.. hope is the belief/idea that the torments will stop some day

For me, socializing can be nice sometimes.. but it depens a lot.. about with who, and in general i try to focus more on my own wellbeing.. i don't think that's egocentric, it's trying to meet your own needs first. Take it easy Juliane

In my opinion.. if other people are dissapointed.. too bad for them. You're not like being intentionally unkind to them or something like that. I guess it's good to prioritize your own wellbeing.

Go easy on yourself friend. I sometimes take a few drinks in the evening to help me sleep. I don't want to promote alcohol, we know it's not healthy.. but personally sometimes i just numb myself down in the evening when i am free the next day

Love sister, i understand you. I don't know why life has to be like this now.. i also don't have any real answers.. hope for a better day.. but sometimes that also doesn't work. I hope you find relief, that things may be well some day please.. i think we are doing the best we can in this...

However overall it hasn't been nice at all sadly enough.. and it will all end some day anyways.. i just hope & pray we can heal from this awful affliction in this lifetime

It's such a sad situation honestly... pff.. i've also been enduring a lot.. and recently sometimes i had thoughts about the option of euthenasia.. i'm not in any way seriously checking that out now.. but just the idea of it stopping somehow.. oh well.. but it does fluctuate, there are some...

Love

There are moments of peace, but real more lasting peace is what i long for. Following a natural lifestyle & praying for wellbeing indeed. Wishing a good day brother, cool and ease