@Alek I feel your pain. my friends miss who i was. so do I.
I am so jealous of those on here that seem to be coping. I know I am not. But I am trying, I suppose its a start.
Tried SSRIs but mainly for depression induced by T. Also on Diazepam but wish I wasn't. Currently trying HBOT (only two sessions in). Thinking about hypnotherapy.