Recent content by pdot

Hi, I think you’re right. I needed a reality check. Obviously it was quite scary to wake up and have this, that’s why I feel like my life went suddenly downhill. I’m sorry if you thought I was being irrational but sometimes when something is so overwhelming and scary, my anxiety gets so severe...

Wait, does my profile gender say male? I didn’t even know. I haven’t actually changed much on my profile besides photo. Haha. Definitely female. Thanks, I have been taking B12 as well. Oh no, I hope it gets better soon.

Hi Steph, thanks so much for your words. It has reduced so much in the past two days. I have been diverting my mind. I hope it goes completely but after having it only for a week I’ve realised a lot about my life. And how I should never have taken it for granted all these years. I realise the...

Your words have truly helped. As many others on here have also given me some support too. Yesterday I stopped denying that I have it, let go, and decided to put music on (from this app called ReSound) and past two days I have slept so much more. Yesterday it felt quieter, and today I woke up...

It is much more tolerable in comparison to what I’ve read here. I can’t hear it accept when I sleep. I used ReSound music app and it blocked it out completely. It has reduced today. Except I can still hear it faintly. Thank you for giving me some more strength and hope. I think less anxiety and...

Thanks for your support :)

I have been unable to sleep the past few days, I wake up with heart racing and severe anxiety. I sleep near someone because I'm scared. Yesterday I slept much longer by putting on this RESound app, music of nature. I pray my tinnitus goes away. I can't eat properly or do anything I used to. I'm...

I just read that post. Your journey is so amazing and you are so strong for getting through it. Thank you for replying and for your support. I am really trying to get through it, but I get such bad anxiety that I think I will never get over it. I want to live and do so much with my life too, but...

Hi, I am also desperate to kill myself. I am only 21. I have tinnitus now, and possibly forever, who knows, but I can’t wait that long. I want to die somehow. Maybe overdose. I don’t know. I’ve never done it. Or assisted suicide, would they even accept me? I contacted them. Let’s see.

Thanks for your advice. However now I’m genuinely finding a way to end my life. I’ve thought it over past few days and I know my condition won’t improve based on how it is atm. So I’ve contacted a euthanasia clinic but if that doesn’t work then I’m thinking to overdose somehow. I’m desperate to...

Thanks for your optimism. It’s just I’m nowhere near as optimistic and I’m genuinely considering ways in which I could just die right now, I’ve contacted a euthanasia clinic too so let’s see. Because it’s incurable I hope they accept. I am willing to die right now than live with this all my life.

I just noticed my jaw is clicking when I eat. I didn’t notice it before but everytime I open it I can hear it click. Is this connected?

Hi, I just wanted to say I also have this static inside my brain, on the side I have the ringing. That is my right ear. I've only had tinnitus for a week now but I'm on the brink of wanting to die.

Wow really? So when I go for the MRI I will make sure to wear earplugs. I was told that there will be ear protection and music generally when you go for an MRI. I’m worried now that it will make it worse but I really need to check if there’s something happening in my brain. I am freaking out...

I am going to get one done through the hospital on Wednesday. And one on Friday with Amplifon.