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  1. RainbowCat

    Two-Year Update: No Change in Tinnitus, Yet Doing Better

    I'm so happy for you! I rarely check this forum anymore, as my story is very similar to yours. I never posted my recovery story, although I might. Some months ago a story like this would have helped me to feel a bit more calm. And now, I still appreciate it, nevertheless, so thanks ☺️
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    Last night I went to my first party not only since T onset, but also since Covid. I had a lot of...

    Last night I went to my first party not only since T onset, but also since Covid. I had a lot of fun! I wore musician ear plugs.
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    Nice to see this ☺️ What are you reading lately? Reading is also one of my main hobbies.

    Nice to see this ☺️ What are you reading lately? Reading is also one of my main hobbies.
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    I'm glad to hear that. Thanks for replying

    I'm glad to hear that. Thanks for replying
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    If I find it hard to fall asleep (from the beginning or after waking up in the middle of the...

    If I find it hard to fall asleep (from the beginning or after waking up in the middle of the night) I tell to myself that it doesn't matter how much I sleep... And that makes the trick for me, and I sleep more and better ;)
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    Like many here, I used a benzo a few times and a Z drug as well as other types. But now I only...

    Like many here, I used a benzo a few times and a Z drug as well as other types. But now I only take valerian root and GABA. That said, my sleep got much better since I got more relaxed in general, I did CBTi, I take a ssri and in general I try not to put pressure on sleep.
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    Cognitive Behavioral Therapy

    Here's another infantile or gullible user :p Of course not all therapies work for everybody, but calling names is definitely not good. CBT alone helped me but it was not totally effective, I needed an SSRI and other type of psychological therapies to combine it with. In other words, CBT is one...
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    Chit Chat and All That...

    Since I got tinnitus, I also started to notice how often authors use this expression, mostly when characters are anxious. So far only one book mentioned that a character actually had tinnitus, and oh what a surprise... The author has it too.
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    When I was depressed mornings were the hardest part of the day, I totally understand you. Taking...

    When I was depressed mornings were the hardest part of the day, I totally understand you. Taking a ssri and working again (from home) has really helped me to feel better mentally. I hope you can find something that helps you soon.
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    It's great to read you are doing better mentally, and I wish everything will keep improving for...

    It's great to read you are doing better mentally, and I wish everything will keep improving for you! It's a bit easier to feel better in Spring, right? ☺️
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    I'm so sorry to hear that! I fainted or had my blood pressure to drop way down since I got T...

    I'm so sorry to hear that! I fainted or had my blood pressure to drop way down since I got T, and it sucks :/ Do you enjoy cooking? That was one of the first activities I noticed would distract me from my T. And maybe it would help you become hungrier? Just an idea ☺️ But drinking water is very...
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    You said it, it just seems, it's not the reality. I used to think about my tinnitus and visual...

    You said it, it just seems, it's not the reality. I used to think about my tinnitus and visual snow almost all the time as well, but now it's less often and not so negatively. It's more like "Ugh, those symptoms, well... It is what it is" and I move on. You will reach that stage with time too ☺️
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    6 Years Later, Tinnitus Does Not Matter to Me Anymore

    It can also get better. Going the route of the negative what-ifs won't help you. We have risks of bad things happening all the time, in regards of anything, but you can't go living in fear and avoiding things all the time. It's good to take precautions and know your limitations, of course, but...
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    You are stronger than you think you are. Tinnitus is very hard to measure, and it's also so hard...

    You are stronger than you think you are. Tinnitus is very hard to measure, and it's also so hard to know what triggers the spikes. If Zoloft helps your anxiety keep taking it. If it's making T to spike there chances it calms down again, it happened to some people. I think Lexapro did some weird...
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    6 Years Later, Tinnitus Does Not Matter to Me Anymore

    You are also strong. Most of us had or still have those thoughts. In my opinion, the difference comes when you challenge them, when you don't listen to them. For that there are many techniques.