Recent content by rubyroseware

I am so, so, SO jealous of people who don't have tinnitus. I am painfully envious of people who fall asleep at night in silence. I'm so jealous of people not having to wear ear plugs constantly. This isn't fair. I'm so miserable and alone.

He's very sweet! Spending time with my nephews and babysitting them always puts a smile on my face x

Whenever I open my mouth my ears crackle. It also happens whenever I chew, swallow and move my head to the side. What is this?

Whenever someone crinkles a plastic bag the noise is like a car driving past me. Simple sounds are so painful to my ears? What is this?

What is trobalt? I've heard the word thrown around a lot. Can I ask my doctor for it (UK)?

Been having one since Sunday morning, it is now Friday afternoon and I have been bedridden all week because of it. Been to the doctors twice, no actual reason for it apart from a virus. ???

Dreams are the best

I loooove taking showers too! I feel like nothing can hurt me in the shower, the sound is so peaceful. I'm currently fearing sleep, think I have an ear infection making it worse at the moment for me. I'm glad you have 2 happy places though :)

I am in my happy place right now; the bath. My bathroom has a fan that hides my T and the washing machine is on in the laundry room so "no" T! Bubble baths are my happy place. Where is yours? :)

I miss being able to lay in bed in silence after a long day. I miss going to concerts, I miss swimming with my head under the water, I miss cuddling someone in silence and pressing my head against someone without hearing ringing. I miss being able to relax. I am never relaxed anymore. I feel...

Every time I hear my T I burst into tears, and then can't stop crying for a good 20 minutes. I am not living a life anymore. I have never been so depressed and hopeless and lonely before.

I'm sorry to hear you're having a rubbish day, I'm having a couple of down days at the moment... Sometimes you need to cry, even if it's only for a couple of minutes. I really hope you feel better in the morning. Sending hugs and hope x

Feel like I'm in a never ending vicious circle. Why has it became so bad for no reason? It used to be mild, in my right ear only, and I only really heard it when it was very very quiet and it didn't bother me when trying to sleep. Now it is at least 4 different tones in both my ears and it is...

I'm 17 and I feel like you a lot of the time... I'm going to the doctors for the first time tomorrow and I hope they can offer some help. You could try going too x

eric peterson I have a rain app on my phone but it almost feels like my ears are trying to compete with the noise :(