My H is going to be worse I just know it. What an awful day. I'll never be free from this curse. Always going to be lonely and stagnant with loss of joy.
Why even bother why?! I can't do anything! I'm a burden! At least you guys are still physically capable. I'm so jealous all the time of you but I never say it.
No one realizes how f-ed over I am because of H. Imagine what it's like to suffer with what you have and then someone comes and robs -all- your coping mechanisms.
I am a worthless disabled person with loss of dreams, loss of happiness. I'm trying! I really am! I've been trying so hard but it'll never be good enough. I'm too broken
Hey Red. You are not worthless, so please cancel those words and dont ever say them again. Take it one day at a time. I pray God will restore your joy and peace. Is it the Christmas music at work that bothers you or just the t??