Thank you girl, it sucks, I'm in a constant battle to not fall into depression, and stay strong. I hope things are well with you <3 @TheDanishGirl
I know that feeling. I am a little bit better thanks, but still not good. H still spikes a bit these days.
Really sorry to hear this. I'm going through the same thing right now. In most cases, it fades from what I've read, provided you remain careful.