I am sorry you are suffering, it gets a little easier with time usually. Please write your representative, senators, etc. and demand action on tinnitus funding. It is the #1 disability of veterans.
Keep praying, all things are possible through God (creator of all things good) who gave us minds that can think critically and solve many of our worldly problems.
As much as I'd like to believe, still can't understand how a loving God would allow so much pain & suffering. No need to reply, there really isn't an answer.