Your expectations might be somewhat unreasonable. It's a free site, you're not paying, there is no guarantee anyone has the time or insight to help you. All of us are in the same pickle, suffering with this shit.
I would say hang in there, you said you had a spike after drug use so it should go down give it some time, you look younger I am as well and I sucks to be dealing with this at a young age if you need someone to talk lmk and stay strong