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  • This shit started when covid started. I was hoping to be free from this hell when covid was over. I was wrong.
    "Brighter days are coming. Vaccinations has begun. People can go to the cinemas, amusement parks and restaurants again soon!" Except me.
    The one in the right is always the same old fridge-sound, but atleast that one is quite maskable, the static/beeping isn't.
    My tinnitus is fluctuating like crazy. Sometimes beeping, sometimes static.It's rather calm tonight. I "prefer" the static when going to bed
    So much regret. My biggest regret is not the tinnitus, it was the attempt to end my life. Now I'm in hell thanks to that.
    Bill Bauer
    How did you try to end your life? Did it result in more health problems?
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    Thank you, steph <3 I did have T prior (which is the main reason why I did it), it just became worse. I'm doing some checkups. The liver and the kidneys are fine, luckily. But my TTTS came back worse than ever, and I do think I got some hearing loss. And my HRV and blood pressure are really bad (I haven't noticed any arytmia), so I believe it has something to so with my heart or pancreas.
    T
    Someone told me the new symptoms is because of the stress, but I doubt that. If it wasn't chronic before, it most likely is now. If it hadn't become worse, I would keep on living, but now I feel like I have to die.
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