Freerunner I'm so sorry you're suffering please keep fighting as you know dpdx also got T and H from a caloric test and he slowly got better over time.
Why did all this rage fell upon me? Why did I have to be the one of the severe cases in this forum and world wide? Why Was I not given a chance to stand against this? Instead, every singe thing I did was making me suffer even more, like it wasn't enough to begin with. I pray to God to take me in my sleep, but I doubt it is going to happen soon. I desperately wanted to live, it just became unbearable
Whispers are cutting through my ear plugs and causing me pain..... The others do not understand me. I am not willing to live like this with deliberating constantly worsening tinnitus on top of all the other bullshit. Fuck what my life has become. I had a perfect life at the start of the year.