@aura I think you might be right about my past life (at least metaphorically)…because in fact my life before T feels like a beautiful past life now and I think I traded my soul for Rock & Roll :)
@aura I have been dealing better in general…I think I have more endurance to put up with this and I'm feeling less anxious but it still grates on my nerves throughout each day and sometimes It just feels overwhelming and impossible.
Thanks as always for your support @Stacken77. Last night my T was screaming and I just couldn't escape it. Not sure if it was actually louder than normal though. I might have just had less patience to deal with it than I usually do. Anyway thanks for checking in on me…I hope you are doing ok.
Thanks @Barry098. I've been in a spiked period now. 3 weeks of more intrusive tinnitus with just a few lower days. I think good days will come again, but I can fully relate to feeling it "grating" on my nerves.
@Barry098 i knew it! Fame, beautiful girls, Rock N Roll ...of course you made a deal with the devil! :)
Jokes aside...is your T worse than it was in 2017? You seemed optimistic in your posts.