I know it may seem unsurmountable at the moment. There will be good days and bad days... days when you don't want to get out of bed and days when you almost forget you have T. And you will adapt. What you are feeling is absolutely normal. Healing takes time my friend.. whether it takes the form of habituation or some future treatment/cure. Be kind to yourself.
@Ken219 I'm not sure, I did the booster two weeks before the onset and I was taking medication that may be ototoxic, I didn't necessarily need any of that