Reactive T on the other hand won't give up and I've kind of relegated myself to just having this for life.
Kind of what I alluded to in the comment above: I'm tired of caring so freaking much and I seem to do better when I just let go and roll with the punches.
@BrOKeN_1 the one bar we went to and played darts was definitely pushing the limit because of their shit speakers, but any spike was temporary. Paranoia doesn't help ever, trying to remind myself of that when I'm in a "loud" situation