@PennyCat, you're going to be fine. In the year of my onset (2009) I developed atomic level tinnitus, pin-drop-level-hearing-sensitivity (plus reactivity), had two concussions and an emergency operation in hospital for a hernia.
Based on all that, I didn't foresee myself recounting this 14 years later, let alone breathing. So honestly just have faith that time will make things more bearable, as well as bring us better and better working treatments.
That out of the way, can we please move on to the more serious issues of whether you: a) have a boyfriend and b) live in the UK?
@gameover, I'd ask you too, but I'm pretty sure you're already married, indifferent to my posts (in general), and I haven't seen a pretty picture of you yet.