Oh yes! Exactly that. Quite a few times. I feel I should just wake up and that everything should be back to normal. Even with my more mild tinnitus of a couple years ago, I never imagined life could become like it has been these last 16 months.
Honestly every single day. Especially at my age and after how hard I fought to make a good life for myself. I just sit back a few times during the day and am like how did my life end up in this situation, what did I do to deserve this.
@Guywithapug I like that attitude. That's what I'm trying to do but sometimes when I'm sitting alone and hearing that uninvited static. I'm like I'm was normal 3 months ago. How did I end up like this?
@RunningMan I have the same hope too. That one day this will all just be gone but hopefully as time goes on we find peace in this. Ya know? No matter how hard this has become.
@Ryan Scott I'm so sorry you're dealing with this at a younger age. All we can do is take it day by day because there's nothing that can be done unless the brain decides to stop the noise. As much as it sucks at least we're not alone in this.