I'm so sorry you're struggling Frank I know this is very hard to deal with but even the most difficult cases get better. 8 months is nothing when it comes to this condition. I believe you'll get better. You got this 100%. Hang in there.
I hear you! 7 months ago I got a kidney stone that resulted in 2 surgeries and over 3 months to resolve. My kitchen flooded during this time and destroyed the basement and kitchen. I went to the doctor because I didn't feel right and was prescribed escitaloprám which gave me tinnitus.
Now... the house is fixed, my other issues went away, but I am left with tinnitus. Can't help but blame myself for just not waiting it out and relying on my doctor for help....
Wow. You have incredible strength. I feel you my friend. I feel the same way. I made a mistake too by going to the doctor. It's all because of one stupid decision.
This is a great place to talk to those that understand. I was never on any social media. Now I am on line all the time. It helps me cope but it's hard. It's a lonely place.
Thank you so much for the kind words. I believed that for months. I went back to life which when I look back it may have been a bad idea. I am at am in-laws for dinner. Ear plugs on. It's an EEEEeEEeEeEeEE storm like never before.