I am so sorry to hear this. I think it's okay to be honest and let it out. It helps me a lot when I vent. If it helps you vent and no need to apologize. At least not here because we all more than understand. The other day you had a 1/2 decent T lowering day. It's extra hard when we get hopeful that it's getting better only to get worse. They say recovery is not linear. There is always a little hope. Always hope.
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@4Grace I am 'tryn2bhopeful' you know. Fans and droning sounds,seem to be everywhere just making it worse.
I have a hard time staying away from living. Even when I go for a walk. People cutting grass, crickets, wind … you name it. To have to protect against that is just impossible for me. I still don't know how. Everything is slipping for me.
My T is so loud that I cannot stand a minute with blocking sounds out. When I cover my ears I cannot describe how loud it gets. Super loud. I need constant sound therapy.