@Juliane This is by no means foolproof and probably sound weird, but I learned about this technique and it sometimes helps. It's basically an alphabet game - pick a category (movies, famous singers, etc) and try naming one for each letter of the alphabet. Supposedly it distracts your mind or something?
@Mo8409 you mention you have seen the spirit world. I have had things happen that I cannot put in words. Would you mind or be able to share how and what you have seen?
If you have any questions regarding meds just ask and I will advise of my experience. I only just began. Like many others I had no choice. If you can do it without meds then that would be my suggestion. There is no right or wrong way to handle this. Just keep doing the best you can.