Tinnitus Talk Support Forum

4alien2
I know but please keep going
Tryn2BHopeful
Not today, keep trying! Did your ENT say anything about the tubes for your ears?
M
@Tryn2BHopeful I got tubes put in Sept 8 and I experienced extreme tinnitus after that. Back to very loud now. I have new sounds and it switches ears and sounds every day. I still have abnormalities on my audiogram in regards to my middle ear space even post tubes and have a CT scan booked. It's been 4.5 months and I have no more will to live. Literally none. I almost walked in front of a moving car today.
Tryn2BHopeful
@MiaVIL I understand. We are at just about the same amount of time into this for different reasons. It's hard to see the forest for the trees right now. We are still early in give it time before you make a permanent decision.
SarahMLFlemmer
@MiaVIL I had the same suicidal ideation of walking in front of a car. It scared me so bad to think like that. I don't think like that now. I am almost 11 months in and how bad it is now, I'm not NEARLY as bad as I was then.
SarahMLFlemmer
And I was bad, bad, bad.