Well,I am going on monday to request some type of meds from the doc. I am not sure what type I need. Something for anxiety I think. Although I don't like the thought of meds,but if it will make me relax,I guess it wouldn't hurt....
Though I would argue benzos have kept me alive, I would say try alternative routes first, mainly natural. If you go benzo, at least take klonopin/clonazepam/rivitrol.@John G