I gave up "complaining" nobody in my circle cares to even listen to me. Yet my wife has a computer problem the world is ending and I need to help right away... idk anymore
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@Tryn2BHopeful I use 'complain' because that's how my family sees my frustration and pleas for help. Or simply just wanting empathy, the bare minimum right? Im sorry :( yeah I know the feeling, I see these 'little' problems that my fam sees as doomsday and ngl I want to destroy things. Chaos is never the answer, but maybe just once.
My silence is not the same as healing, it's dwindling strength, it's hopelessness, it's anger too bottled up without the energy to release it, it's despair, it's dried up tears, it's tiredness. It's foolish and grasping hope of better tomorrows, it's stupidity. It's hatred.
My sister never once vouched for me. Never took my side or wanted to defend me. Only sly, mean, joking remarks and not wanting to go to the doctors with me. Never tried to research and find help for me, she still claims that i have Trigem. neuralgia and smiles when she asks me if i'll be like this forever. Pokes fun at me that I'll give her tinnitus with all my 'complaining.'