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I don't recognize myself anymore either. I don't know who I am, really. The isolation put me out of context with society, so I just exist in a vaccuum. And in a vaccum, you're no one. Your identity only becomes relevant when it's sparring with other identities. I was bereft of witnessing my own evolution because of this condition. That's probably what hurts the most.

I feel like I'm trapped in my own body. We feel sorry for ourselves and at the same time we hate ourselves sometimes. terrible. @Lurius

What you said above. Such an effort every day. Maximum effort just to survive. I'm letting go a little at all costs. Do not know how to live any other way. So sorry. You are not alone.