I have large chunks of time when it's barely there/ I don't notice it, but since giving birth and the hormone fluctuations/sleep deprivation Ive had flairups much more often. Just got to ride out the "bad" days (and I've gotten better at finding joy even in those) …
and the more I can not get sucked into despair during those days the sooner I get back to baseline easier said than done sometimes but meditation, therapy, exercise and my support network have massively helped me.