First let me say that's how I feel too. Maybe tomorrow, next year, someday it might be better. We have to get bored of this sound and or pain one day. Like everything else, this has to get old at some point. Boring to listen to.. my wish and hope.
@Juliane - you are an extremely mature 24 year old. I am so sorry that your T has not improved yet. You have time on your side. I pray and hope you get better very soon.