It's incredible that we took the drugs to get better. Most take as a last resort. Then we get T because of them and end up having to survive with our original problem plus T no meds.
@4Grace exactly! I was already hurting so much before the addiction and now the fucking meds will probably finish me off. They make my T worse taking them + they make my T worse tapering them off. that's something only the devil can come up with. plus the horrible panic and anxiety is also creeping back in.
@streifzug - 100 percent the devil. I never liked medication for anything. Now I would give anything to be able to take anything that would help. I cannot believe this happened.
@streifzug - the irony with the meds is FN insane. All meds bad for T. I am so sensitive with everything I ingest it's insane. Mine is getting louder by the day. Honest to God. Louder by the day. I would not believe it if it was not happening to me.
@4Grace pretty much the same is happening to me. It is a nightmare. I can't keep from crying, because I am afraid for my life every day and I am so sad for my family. How am I going to survive this?