However, anyone can go through my content, and I was hoping, such as wishing hoping, that I would get a fatal illness to finish me off, and that is at least five years ago.
I know this may sound as if I don't get it, but believe. Believe in your own ability to get better.
Don't wish to not work. I though I was going to have to quit work, over ten, such as 10+ years ago. My ATA support person in Philadelphia told me he doesn't want to hear me say that one more time.
My doctor put me on tegretol and lyrica, which at least suppressed things. And I'm still working, 10+ years later. The last thing I want is to get dementia. That's like living in jail in hell.