@MiaVIL I was struggling a lot from 2003-2007. Then I found a way to live with my T. Today it is hard for me to understand why I struggled so much because back then my T was not reactive. How hard could that be? But I guess it is all relative
And yes correct, in 2011 my T objectively lowered to an insignificant volume (not habituation). I cannot explain why this happened but it did. I thought I was healed forever. But T and H came back with a vengeance in 2023.