my dad said 'you're lucky you can turn off your ringing!" He was referring to the somatic tinnitus in my left ear. One of the few different sounds that I have, others don't turn off and they're always on. I don't feel lucky.
Today started off badly with a new symptom! I was leening over the sink and i suddenly got pulsating nerve pain in the lower right quadrant of my back. Every time i leaned down, it hurt intensely, what the actual fuck T_T What is wrong with me? I'm starting to think i don't have TMD BECAUSE WHY DO I EXPERIENCE SO MUCH NERVE PAIN, IN SO MANY DIFFERENT PLACES OF MY BODY
I also learned that when i touch the area of my body when nerve pain is activated, it will hurt very very very badly. For example, simply brushing the affected area lightly will make the area feel like it got speared. New level of pain unlocked apparently? WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME T_T
i have jaw issues, but i think the problem started somewhere else, in my back that just worked its way up to my head. My left shoulder blade, where i get the nerve pain, is always clicking unpleasantly and the PT said it's because of weakness basically. He said he 'wasn't surprised' ok dude just make me better please, i'll do whatever it takes T_T
Prior to the start of all my symptoms, I was attacked on the beach by a seagull. It body slammed my head from above because it wanted my sandwich. i did not know it was there, i initially thought i got hit by a football though it felt more like a giant rock in a pillowcase, it was a surprise attack. I thought that incident was the catalysis for my issues, but now i don't think so.