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MiaVIL

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I want everyone to know that Michael Leigh caused me a suicide attempt and next time I hope it’s successful. I hate my life. I’m done. Apr 27, 2024 at 3:39 PM

    1. MiaVIL
      MiaVIL
      I want everyone to know that Michael Leigh caused me a suicide attempt and next time I hope it’s successful. I hate my life. I’m done.
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      2. MiaVIL
        MiaVIL
        I’m going to die. I know it.
        Apr 27, 2024 at 8:51 PM
      3. Nick47
        Nick47
        Ok you need to gather yourself again. I think hes a narcissist, repeating the same nonsense again and again, telling people to print his stuff out. An immature man looking for status here and on facebook. Disengage with him. Like talking to chatgpt
        Apr 27, 2024 at 9:09 PM
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      4. JeffToob
        JeffToob
        No one's advice or opinions on here are anything more than that. Please be aware that there aren't any 'truths' to tinnitus. It's extremely varied in it's symptoms, causes and effects. Sharing the same cause wont mean sharing the same effects. Ignore the negative stuff - it's only an opinion.
        Apr 27, 2024 at 9:14 PM
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    2. MiaVIL
      MiaVIL
      For those in Ontario- Mississauga mayoral candidate Brian Crombie completely RECOVERED from T by wearing generators!!
      1. cjbhab
        cjbhab
        i do wear generators and they provide relief but will not result in recovery for me.
        Apr 22, 2024
      2. gameover
        gameover
        No, he recovered DESPITE wearing generators.
        Apr 23, 2024
    3. MiaVIL
      MiaVIL
      When someone tells me “I don’t hear it” or “it’s basically gone now” then it means they don’t have it anymore!
      1. Juliane
        Juliane
        Yes it does. Agree
        Apr 22, 2024
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    4. MiaVIL
      MiaVIL
      December 30th 1991- May 24th 2023
      1. BrOKeN_1
        BrOKeN_1
        Stop.
        Apr 20, 2024
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      2. MiaVIL
        MiaVIL
        Stop what?
        Apr 20, 2024
      3. BrOKeN_1
        BrOKeN_1
        Sry. I guess I shouldn't read into your post. I wish you well.
        Apr 20, 2024
    5. MiaVIL
      MiaVIL
      Ben Thompson says anyone who has had it for a year it’s permanent
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      2. MiaVIL
        MiaVIL
        @Varda there’s no tears in heaven
        Apr 20, 2024
      3. Varda
        Varda
        @MiaVIL maybe there's still tinnitus in Heaven but everyone has learned to habituate
        Apr 20, 2024
      4. MiaVIL
        MiaVIL
        @Varda you’re thinking of hell
        Apr 20, 2024
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    6. MiaVIL
      MiaVIL
      looking for some opinions here- if you had thick mucous coming out of your ears and a CT scan showing this would you think it’s cause of T
    7. MiaVIL
      MiaVIL
      I’ve stopped talking to my family.
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      2. Juliane
        Juliane
        Why?
        Apr 20, 2024
      3. MiaVIL
        MiaVIL
        @Juliane I’m jealous of their health and happiness.
        Apr 20, 2024
    8. MiaVIL
      MiaVIL
      Very mild yesterday. Crackling/hiss is back today. Senior audiologist thinks it’s the fluid causing this and agrees with ENT. Don’t know.
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    9. MiaVIL
      MiaVIL
      Still draining mucous from my middle ear spaces. Hopefully getting another CT scan in the summer.
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      2. SumGuy
        SumGuy
        hi how do you know if its draining?
        Apr 11, 2024
      3. MiaVIL
        MiaVIL
        @SumGuy the mucous comes out of my ears
        Apr 12, 2024
    10. MiaVIL
      MiaVIL
      Do you get moments when you think “it’s finally over” then it comes back the next day
      1. RunningMan
        RunningMan
        It's never close to being over for me, but some days are less intense, which makes it easier.
        Mar 21, 2024
      2. cjbhab
        cjbhab
        i get stretches where i think i am going to manage and then i get kicked right back down.
        Mar 21, 2024
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      3. BrOKeN_1
        BrOKeN_1
        Unfortunately. Not for me. From the moment I wake until I fall back asleep it's stun grenade time!
        Mar 21, 2024
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    11. MiaVIL
      MiaVIL
      Ok someone told me that mucous in the ears causes signals from the cochlea to the brain in what is T. This could be ONE cause of T.
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      2. Pinhead
        Pinhead
        Mucous in the ears causes signals from the cochlea. I'm sorry, but how?
        Mar 18, 2024
      3. MiaVIL
        MiaVIL
        @Pinhead causes bones to vibrate and signal something is wrong. Ear space is normally filled with air. Mucous signals a problem.
        Mar 20, 2024
    12. MiaVIL
      MiaVIL
      I have no success stories to lean on for my condition. Although some of Jason C’s former sounds I believe I have.
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      2. MiaVIL
        MiaVIL
        The pinging he describes for sure. Could that be a sign of reduced T?
        Mar 13, 2024
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    13. MiaVIL
      MiaVIL
      I don’t understand how can fluid cause this?
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      2. 4Grace
        4Grace
        It would have been nice if when they found the fluid and removed it if it helped? I guess it did nothing.
        Mar 9, 2024
      3. MiaVIL
        MiaVIL
        @4Grace they can’t remove it manually. The treatment is tubes, which I’ve had since September. It’s thick, snot like sticky mucous that was trapped in my ears. It’s not even liquid. It’s still coming out and it’s in the back of my middle ears and mastoids where they can’t reach
        Mar 10, 2024
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    14. MiaVIL
      MiaVIL
      9- mos of hell. 3 ENTs. 2 audiologists. tubes for 6 mos. pulled huge amounts of thick mucous out of ears today. Goodbye dairy & gluten.
    15. MiaVIL
      MiaVIL
      If your ears were filled with fluid (found on CT scan) would you believe that this could be the cause of your T?
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    16. MiaVIL
      MiaVIL
      Tsk, tsk, tsk. That’s all I hear. Like a cymbal or a pebble on glass.
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    17. Lipshitz
      Lipshitz
      Full Habituation is a cure , if Tinnitus no longer bothers somebody at all then that is a cure . Anything less than 100% full Habituation isn't a cure it is just living with it and dealing with it .
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      2. MiaVIL
        MiaVIL
        loved Al Lipschitz
        More than I can possibly say
        He was a real artistic guy
        Sensitive, a painter

        are you the Lipschitz from Cell Block Tango?
        Mar 5, 2024
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    18. MiaVIL
      MiaVIL
      Walked out on ENT during appt today. Ears still filled with fluid apparently. Told me nothing she could do that I have to cope with it.
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      2. MiaVIL
        MiaVIL
        @Tryn2BHopeful yes and they said the same thing the fluid is causing the T. They said that I haven’t had the tubes in for very long (6 months not long for them) and said it could take a while before all cleared. Apparently I am not clearing it fast enough as it’s like snot and sticky. I am trying some dietary changes like no dairy to see if it helps but all they can do is monitor with CT scans.
        Mar 4, 2024
      3. Tryn2BHopeful
        Tryn2BHopeful
        That's crazy, but it sounds like it's possible for you to see improvement when the fluid clears.
        Mar 4, 2024
      4. MiaVIL
        MiaVIL
        I get mucous coming out of my ears daily and who knows maybe I will go into remission… maybe not…. I try to have faith that there will be more to life than this but I can’t get this fluid to stop right now don’t know what to do
        Mar 5, 2024
    19. MiaVIL
      MiaVIL
      Michael Leigh told me that anyone who says that they don’t have tinnitus anymore is lying.
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      3. gameover
        gameover
        Just shows what a tool he is. He knows everything based on his own experience. It is best to ignore him.
        Mar 3, 2024
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      4. crescentsky
        crescentsky
        IDK. If someone tells me their T went away, I don't think I would argue with that. When I had my concert T for a few(?) days, it completely faded into silence for 10 years before current T came out. I 2000%+ experience complete silence.
        Mar 3, 2024
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      5. HearingHell
        HearingHell
        @MiaVIL A lot of people who experience T remission don't write success stories, they just leave this website without saying anything.

        The people you spoke to on the phone are likely telling the truth. Tinnitus plays out differently for everyone. It gets quieter for some people, and for others, it doesn't. There's no logical reason to believe that everyone who claims their T reduced/resolved are lying.
        Mar 3, 2024
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    20. MiaVIL
      MiaVIL
      Just spoke to Michael Leigh. He said Jason C is not cured of his tinnitus. Basically told me he “habituated to it”.
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      2. gameover
        gameover
        That's not what "Jason C" wrote. So one of them is lying. Gotta say Mr. Leigh never struck me as someone trustworthy with his robotic and annoying manners.
        Mar 2, 2024
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      3. RunningMan
        RunningMan
        I recall reading about that before. It seems like there were some conflicting statements IIRC.
        Mar 2, 2024
      4. gameover
        gameover
        The conflicting statements were solely made by Leigh. @Jason C was unequivocal his T went away and stayed away, confirming that years later.
        Mar 3, 2024
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    21. MiaVIL
      MiaVIL
      6 months of having tubes in my ear drums. Just went for check up-ears still saturated with fluid, especially my right ear (throbbing)
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    22. MiaVIL
      MiaVIL
      Heart is broken, a kid in my SIL’s school she works at just recovered from a sinus infection but now has T. I got mine the same way.
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    23. MiaVIL
      MiaVIL
      For Canadians: Audiosense in Toronto is working on securing a deal with Auricle once it becomes FDA approved & Health Canada approved.
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    24. DesertRain
      DesertRain
      I love your profile pic. I was in high school when they did the Death To All reunion tour. I had the opportunity to attend but chose not to and I've regretted it for years. I told myself if they did another tour I would absolutely go. Well, they recently announced another tour and I won't be going again. Not by choice this time though lol
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      3. DesertRain
        DesertRain
        Musical genius forsure. Wish he hadn't passed so young, I felt he was just entering his songwriting prime. Every album was an improvement over the last. TSOP is already so damn good, to think he could've written something even better makes me sad. I was 5 when he passed.
        Mar 1, 2024
      4. DesertRain
        DesertRain
        I used to go to backyard shows when i was a teen. There was a band that always covered Evil Dead and Pull the Plug. The energy was always electrifying when they played those two songs. It was a garaunteed moshpit lol I can imagine how much better it would have been to hear Death play those live.
        Mar 1, 2024
      5. MiaVIL
        MiaVIL
        I think at the time around his death he just wanted be on guitar for Control Denied and focus on that. Yeah being old enough in the 90s to see Death would be out of this world. I watched the Death documentary recently on Youtube but it mostly just ex band members talking crap.
        Mar 3, 2024
    25. MiaVIL
      MiaVIL
      Spoke to 4 people who claim TRT (sound generators) helped them actually get rid of their Tinnitus. Not habituation,actually gone.
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      2. RunningMan
        RunningMan
        Yeah not arguing. Is she making money off books or something? I saw a reference she made to TRT helping with habituation, then added that the tinnitus is low. I think you see little reference on Tinnitus Talk because most don't think it was worth the cost for little to no benefit. But if you try it, let us know how it goes.
        Feb 24, 2024
      3. MiaVIL
        MiaVIL
        @RunningMan She told me she never made any money off her books and has tons at her house still not wanted. She is old now like early 80s. Back in the 90s she had bad hyperacusis and “12 tones which were louder than all of San Francisco”. She is fully recovered now after wearing the generators for 4 years. Anyways that’s a condensed version her story.
        Feb 24, 2024
      4. Tryn2BHopeful
        Tryn2BHopeful
        It's always possible, keep that hope alive. It's what gets us through this. Just be cautious because there are alot of people trying to scam T sufferers.
        Feb 25, 2024
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    26. MiaVIL
      MiaVIL
      I am really sick of these youtubers “How I live happily with catastrophic, reactive Tinnitus”.
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      2. RunningMan
        RunningMan
        I never think of my tinnitus as a threat, just distracting and annoying, but it still kicks in the sympathetic nervous system and causes anxiety, plus I can't sleep with all the "noise" even when my anxiety is under control.
        Feb 25, 2024
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      3. 4Grace
        4Grace
        Sorry for the rant
        Feb 25, 2024
      4. MiaVIL
        MiaVIL
        @4Grace my profile is a safe space for ranting.
        Feb 25, 2024
    27. MiaVIL
      MiaVIL
      Does anyone else have the metallic tsk tsk sounds like you can feel as well as hear, in ears? I hope it’s a sign of thinning out and fading?
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      3. 4Grace
        4Grace
        I cannot believe what happened to my life. If I could only be healed and go on living knowing what I know now. Everything I ever worried outside the health of my family was BS! Pure 100 percent BS. Any time I see people complain … I sadly always think … you don’t have T, you will be fine. You can work it out. You can make the best of it. I know I’m always negative. I still try.
        Feb 25, 2024
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      4. 4Grace
        4Grace
        I would often bounce my head and dance a little when doing bbq. I took in nature. Loved walking, biking. Time with friends. Have a group of 20 friends from elementary school. Always planning things. Exercised. Great family. Most of it lost!!! Even had to step away from my job of over 20 plus years. Financially still okay but mentally - who can endure that much loss all at ounce.
        Feb 25, 2024
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      5. MiaVIL
        MiaVIL
        @4Grace I grieve myself every day. I loved music and long walks even in winter months. I loved working in silence. I loved weddings and costume parties, theme parks, vacations. I miss feeling comfortable. I used to bless people with good health. I used to pray for others. I was helpful to people. I took joy in little things like a flower or rabbit in the backyard.
        Feb 25, 2024
    29. MiaVIL
      MiaVIL
      I didn’t ask: to be strong, to be forced, to pretend to be made of steel. To live after my own death. The grief and suffering is unreal.
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    30. MiaVIL
      MiaVIL
      I’m not as strong as you all are. I work from home and I don’t leave my house. I am sorry I can never accept it and live “normally”.
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      2. L along the way
        L along the way
        I also cannot live a regular kind of life. To me it's not about being strong, but about wellbeing. Anything that promotes wellbeing is the right way I believe.
        Feb 18, 2024
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    Gender:
    Female
    Location:
    Canada
    Tinnitus Since:
    05/2023
    Cause of Tinnitus:
    ear and sinus infection