There is no need to try anymore. Uni is gone and with my ears being like this there won't be anything that requires concentration in quiet anymore. There were many jobs I had interest in but now I will work at some supermarket or go on social welfare. Society doesn't care about me, it's loud, 0% understanding, gaslighting so I don't care.
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Reading, gaming on low volume, going out hiking in quiet places. That's about it. No more stress, no more trying to achieve something. Probably going to quit work too. Friends gone.
It has been a great 22 years and I'm thankful for all the memories but I'm done. I'm not suffering 24/7 but I'm not strong enough to just push through and still try to achieve something. I'm weak and my ears will put me down forever.
I have 0% ambition now but accepting that my ears are done gets me through this eventually.