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cjbhab

Member, Male, 35, from Sask, Canada

can’t go to canada day fireworks cuz i have T. can’t do anything. can sit quietly and watch suits on low volume with subtitles Jul 2, 2024 at 5:37 AM

    1. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      my TTTS is back the last 2 days and i don’t know why. i hate TTTS.
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      2. RunningMan
        RunningMan
        Mine will drive me nuts some days and other days almost none. I have both the sound stimulated fluttering (left ear) and spontaneous thumps (right year), but not at the same time.
        Jun 15, 2024
    2. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      I wonder 24 months from now where we will be with regards to the Shore device.
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      2. RunningMan
        RunningMan
        I would expect it to be available in multiple areas of the U.S. by then. Hopefully we will be hearing a lot of positive feedback in contrast to what happened with Lenire.
        Jun 13, 2024
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      3. SamRosemary
        SamRosemary
        I’m hanging on by a thread for that..
        Jun 14, 2024
      4. crescentsky
        crescentsky
        Hopefully it will magically cure us all. Free us from this misery.
        Jun 14, 2024
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    3. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      nobody gets it. if i tell you i can’t play slowpitch in 60K wind then i can’t play slowpitch. do you think i like this?
    4. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      every day is a tornado where i live. im starting to get pissed off.
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    5. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      thanks Dr Shore for the webinar this afternoon. A lot of big words and science I don’t understand. T is complicated.
      1. cjbhab
        cjbhab
        susan went over the results of their medical trials and explained the science of what is happening in the brain when you have T. She also answered several questions but could not discuss the timeline of the device or FDA process.
        Jun 12, 2024
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    6. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      how do you get anger out when you can’t scream and throw things due to T?
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      2. ECP
        ECP
        I once asked my acupuncturist that question, and she said "cardio." I don't agree that exercise takes the anger away, but it does keep my mind (and body) preoccupied enough to forget about the anger for a little while.
        Jun 11, 2024
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      3. cjbhab
        cjbhab
        @ECP i do 90 mins cardio a day. it helps but i really just wanna smash something.
        Jun 12, 2024
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      4. crescentsky
        crescentsky
        I imagine I'm stabbing the shit out of T when I exercise.
        Jun 14, 2024
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    7. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      if severe T is caused solely by loud noise , severe T should be super super common. i’m not seeing it though.
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      2. Juliane
        Juliane
        Most people have strong ears. Robust ears is something that is incomprehensible to me
        Jun 11, 2024
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      3. crescentsky
        crescentsky
        im convinced we unfortunately got handed trash ear genes.
        Jun 12, 2024
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      4. gameover
        gameover
        My ears were very strong all my life. The infection fucked I had during the trauma. My ears could take one thing at a time, but not two.
        Jun 14, 2024
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    8. Lipshitz
      Lipshitz
      Hey snizzleberry go get a job , your on tinnitus talk 24 hours a day
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      3. Utdmad89
        Utdmad89
        You know absolutely fuck all. Why are you even on here.
        Jun 13, 2024
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      4. weehiru
        weehiru
        It's a tinnitus support forum dude. What else would we be talking about here? Seriously lol
        Jun 13, 2024
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      5. cjbhab
        cjbhab
        @Lipshitz it actually is peaches and cream for most people. Severe T is extremely rare and most health problems are temporary. a small portion of the population is suffering . the rest are partying 24/7 with no issue.
        Jun 14, 2024
    9. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      in a spike right now . left ear cutting in and out with new sound + facial / ear / head pain.
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      2. snizzleberry
        snizzleberry
        Feel better
        Jun 10, 2024
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      3. Lipshitz
        Lipshitz
        Don't know what world you live in but most health conditions aren't temporary, people in their 50s have one chronic health issue , 60s two chronic health issues, 70s three chronic health issues . None of this is temporary, health issues get worse over time through the normal aging process . So your comment on most issues are temporary is moronic .
        Jun 15, 2024
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      4. cjbhab
        cjbhab
        @Lipshitz lol okay. i stand corrected everybody is being tormented 24/7 by medical conditions.
        Jun 18, 2024
    10. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      do your ears making crunching noise when you swallow? i swear when im in a spike the crunching noise is worse. inflammation?
      1. BB23
        BB23
        Ttts
        Jun 9, 2024
    11. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      why does everyone talk so loud? i’m right beside you. Use your indoor voice.
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      2. cjbhab
        cjbhab
        @gameover except they don’t, they are just loud and annoying for no reason.
        Jun 9, 2024
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      3. Juliane
        Juliane
        Right?! A colleague was talking nonstop and loud to me for about 15 mins. Afterwards I got a headache and flu like symptoms. So f.... rude!
        Jun 11, 2024
      4. Juliane
        Juliane
        Wish I had the nerve to just say "please stop talking. It is hurting my ears and my brain". What a way to make friends LOL
        Jun 11, 2024
    12. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      How do Garth Brooks and Blake Shelton perform every night with a band on stage with no ear protection?
      1. Juliane
        Juliane
        Because they either have robust ears or are like you and me before we developed T
        Jun 11, 2024
    13. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      sausage N egg mc muffins are unreal honestly.
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      2. snizzleberry
        snizzleberry
        Fire. I love the bacon egg and cheese McGriddle too.
        Jun 7, 2024
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      3. RunningMan
        RunningMan
        I like the sausage, egg, and cheese McGriddle. Egg McMuffin & Bagel are pretty good also. I'm not a fan of the biscuit, though.
        Jun 7, 2024
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    14. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      I feel like i minimize other people’s health issues now because i literally don’t think any temporary issue matters.
      1. Juliane
        Juliane
        I agree completely. A temporary health problem is a luxury!
        Jun 6, 2024
      2. crescentsky
        crescentsky
        it is definitely a luxury. I am beginning to think even my chronic IC and my stomach issues is a luxury.
        Jun 8, 2024
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    15. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      what is stopping an SBUTT from being permanent instead of just lasting 5-10 seconds?
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      2. Pinhead
        Pinhead
        Either the stimulus ends or there is some kind of gating effect that takes place.
        Jun 6, 2024
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      3. cjbhab
        cjbhab
        @Pinhead its a big fear of mine an SBUTT just won’t stop. They are extremely loud and high frequency and cause dizziness and disorientation.
        Jun 6, 2024
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      4. MiaVIL
        MiaVIL
        dizziness and disorientation? like Menieres? My fleeting tinnitus only happens once every 2 days and mine are very pleasant and don’t last nearly as long as i’d like
        Jun 8, 2024
    16. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      do any of you find that you are a much angrier person than before?
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      3. Juliane
        Juliane
        Oh yes.
        Jun 6, 2024
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      4. gameover
        gameover
        Yes and no. I was angry before at people's stupidity and selfishness. I am still angry, but I am also tired.
        Jun 8, 2024
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      5. Bob3382
        Bob3382
        I struggle and struggle not to be angry.
        Jun 24, 2024
    17. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      there’s really nothing i can do about tinnitus hey? even after 8 years this flabbergasts me.
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      3. cjbhab
        cjbhab
        @Varda its so discouraging that when you go back in the internet 15 years ago there was going to be a cure in 10 years.
        Jun 6, 2024
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      4. Varda
        Varda
        @cjbhab I'm sure WW2 vets that got it were told the cure was 15 years away
        Jun 7, 2024
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      5. gameover
        gameover
        SSD will only help SOME people with some types of T. Many will be fucked and die without help.
        Jun 8, 2024
    18. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      one of the saddest weeks of the year for me. Everyone is in nashville partying at cma music fest but i can’t go anymore.
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      2. snizzleberry
        snizzleberry
        I miss festivals and raves. Hope I can return one day.
        Jun 5, 2024
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    19. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      if i could press a button and give everyone in the planet suicidally deafening 738383/10 tinnitus i’d smash the button hard
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      3. cjbhab
        cjbhab
        @weehiru because if everyone else had this, there would be a cure by friday. But since it’s just me and 3 guys online who cares.
        Jun 3, 2024
      4. weehiru
        weehiru
        @cjbhab I agree on the cure part at least. I'll go with @BlueMoon86 's take on it though, give it to the rich scumbags. Cure by Friday !
        Jun 3, 2024
      5. crescentsky
        crescentsky
        part of me feels like even if every single person has it, our healthcare system will still continue to laugh in our faces> everyone has it! no one is dead! totally normal!
        Jun 4, 2024
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    20. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      every once in awhile i get in this angry “why me” mood. I hate that nobody else has tinnitus. just imaginary people in the internet.
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      2. Juliane
        Juliane
        We are not imaginary. But I see what you mean. You could be AI, LOL
        Jun 6, 2024
    21. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      how does everybody not get tinnitus? everyone on here always explains to me that they will get it sooner or later… no they won’t lol
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      3. crescentsky
        crescentsky
        it really just us here
        Jun 2, 2024
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      4. Pinhead
        Pinhead
        I know. I have so many friends that basically live in mosh pits and when I tell them I can’t go because my ears ring, they just can’t relate. I have no idea. It just baffles me.
        Jun 2, 2024
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      5. BlueMoon86
        BlueMoon86
        Can confirm. Stone deaf 87 year old grandma who can't hear shit without ultra power hearing aids: no tinnitus. Her brain gating must be elite but I sure as shit didn't inherit it.
        Jun 3, 2024
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    22. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      T is one of only medical conditions where basically every medical professional tells you to F off at every turn and gaslights you.
    23. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      went to festival of cultures tonite. what a reckless move.
    24. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      i have stretches of time where i only have 1-2 violent SBUTTs a day and stretches where i have 7-8 per hour. what changes?
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      3. cjbhab
        cjbhab
        @DimLeb i have been tracking every single SBUTT i’ve had for 6+ months. i’ve probably had 5-6 days during that time where i’ve had 0. a good day is 1-2. im trying to make a connection.
        Jun 1, 2024
      4. cjbhab
        cjbhab
        before tinnitus SBUTTs happened like the 2-3 times per year.
        Jun 1, 2024
      5. DimLeb
        DimLeb
        @cjbhab yup, very similar to me. 1-2 a day is usually my average. But I also get some split second loud tones (without the blocked sensation of the SBUTT) instead, which may or may not be a SBUTT. Crazy stuff.
        Jun 1, 2024
    25. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      look at concerts/football stadiums etc. nobody’s getting severe T and that’s why there is no cure. we are unicorns.
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      2. Stayinghopeful
        Stayinghopeful
        People are more likely to get it from Covid honestly.
        May 31, 2024
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      3. Varda
        Varda
        Even on internet tinnitus forums people are like "you can't get permanent T from one single dose of azithromycin" but here I am. Shocks me how everyone on the ureaplasma reddit seem to be drinking azithromycin like water 7 days a week
        May 31, 2024
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    26. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      having severe T and H is super uncommon imo. it’s just not something that happens to people.
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    27. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      the biggest tinnitus myth: having tinnitus does not make you any more susceptible to noise damage than someone without tinnitus.
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      2. Jupiterman
        Jupiterman
        The question could be is if further noise is damaging your ears or damaging your tinnitus?
        May 30, 2024
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    28. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      my 2 least favourite sounds are a bunch of people in a room talking to eachother. IE restaurant. and people clapping/applause.
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    29. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      everything’s always a coin flip away from a massive spike
    30. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      ears are a reactive mess right now, 24 hours ago they were great. t makes no sense,
      1. cjbhab
        cjbhab
        my “great” would still have the average human running around wondering what to do.
        May 30, 2024
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    Gender:
    Male
    Birthday:
    Nov 3, 1988 (Age: 35)
    Location:
    Sask, Canada
    Tinnitus Since:
    06/2016
    Cause of Tinnitus:
    Sinuses, Ear infection