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Due to Covid inflammation I was in the ER yesterday. While T makes me suicidal & thought many times but last night I didn't want to go yet. Sep 4, 2024 at 11:53 PM

    1. crescentsky
      crescentsky
      Due to Covid inflammation I was in the ER yesterday. While T makes me suicidal & thought many times but last night I didn't want to go yet.
    2. crescentsky
      crescentsky
      Is mucinex safe for tinnitus? I unfortunately have covid and need to get rid of this nasty phlegm.
      1. cjbhab
        cjbhab
        i have used it with success and i feel like i react to almost everything.
        Sep 4, 2024 at 3:39 AM
    3. crescentsky
      crescentsky
      F you covid!
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    4. crescentsky
      crescentsky
      I better not be catching covid. If so, it should just kill me now.
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    5. crescentsky
      crescentsky
      this fucking high pitched screeching
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    6. crescentsky
      crescentsky
      when is this going to end?
    7. crescentsky
      crescentsky
      how do you remain hopeful when T constantly beats you down?
      1. L along the way and tpj like this.
      2. L along the way
        L along the way
        For me, it's trying to have the belief that it can actually get better with time.. but sometimes i felt just despair over this awful condition.. there seem to be no clear answers to this.. i try to have hope, a good night's rest, healthy lifestyle
        Aug 22, 2024
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    8. crescentsky
      crescentsky
      T makes no sense. Such trash. No wonder why we haven't gotten a cure.
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    9. crescentsky
      crescentsky
      ugh what shit is spiking this T?!?!?!?!
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    10. crescentsky
      crescentsky
      nothing beats hearing your screaming tinnitus when you're feeling anxious about something else.
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    11. crescentsky
      crescentsky
      seeing how med field/healthcare is like years out, can we get the faang + gates to develop a cure for us? will pay 6 digits for a cure.
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      2. crescentsky
        crescentsky
        well for me, i am willing to sell everything to get rid of this shit T. My other health issues I been dealing with for 3 decades, I'll just have to make do with them & hope for the best. -shrug-
        Aug 9, 2024
      3. Juliane
        Juliane
        Bill Gates and Elon Musk with all their money should be forced to donate 95 percent of their fortune to health causes in general. No one needs the amount of money they have, it's obscene. They should be taxed heavily from now on and eternally..

        But instead of truly helping people they focus on stupidity like going to Mars. They should both sod off to outerspace and leave their money with some adults.
        Aug 9, 2024
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      4. crescentsky
        crescentsky
        @Juliane 100%! Even Buffet had said if all these billionaires pay their shares, normal people like us wouldn't have to pay so much in taxes. They get away with so much and tax so little.
        Aug 9, 2024
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    12. crescentsky
      crescentsky
      This 24/7 shit is mentally & physically exhausting. My memory is deteriorating & barely remember what I did yesterday.
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    13. crescentsky
      crescentsky
      ugh I finally discovered something worse than fireworks: loud jet airshow 120+ db the next 3 days.
      1. BrOKeN_1
        BrOKeN_1
        Might need to go for a loooooong walk!
        Aug 3, 2024
      2. MaxRabbit
        MaxRabbit
        Close fireworks will cause damage, not the air show. For the air show stay inside and wear ear plugs and you will be fine. This is based on experience with both. My street was lit up the week of the 4th and there is the biggest air show in the world there once a year. Air show will not cause damage.
        Aug 3, 2024
    14. crescentsky
      crescentsky
      with other issues, I can take a vacation & even pretend everything is fine. with T, how can I even pretend when I'm haunted 24/7?
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    15. crescentsky
      crescentsky
      no matter how you try to explain T to non-T ppl, they will never understand and will just end up gaslighting you.
      1. 2049v, _Shoto_, ECP and 1 other person like this.
    16. gameover
      gameover
      Your case is a strong evidence this shit can get terrible without noise trauma/hearing loss. Makes sense some people have no T with bad hearing loss....
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      2. crescentsky
        crescentsky
        im convinced anything can trigger this shit. tho my audiologist did say my outer hair cells appear to be dysfunctional or damaged...yet normal hearing within the standard test...how? she has no idea!
        Jul 27, 2024
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    17. crescentsky
      crescentsky
      Update: heading into 29 months. T is still absolute shit. Can't even do the dishes like a normal person.
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      2. crescentsky
        crescentsky
        I should have known better. Can't even put a standing desk together without it spiking my T.
        Jul 27, 2024
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    18. crescentsky
      crescentsky
      when is the T-nightmare going to shut up?! ugh this needs to be burn to the ground.
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    19. crescentsky
      crescentsky
      I feel like every non-T person is gaslighting me every chance they get.
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    20. crescentsky
      crescentsky
      Told a friend to wear ear plugs going to concerts. Thinks I'm crazy. I tried. Welcome to this nightmare sooner/later & be forever doomed.
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      2. _Shoto_
        _Shoto_
        Some people can learn only the hard way...and this is very sad
        Jul 12, 2024
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    21. crescentsky
      crescentsky
      I'm convinced the universe is trying to kill me.
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      2. crescentsky
        crescentsky
        I can't decide if I want to risk a 3 week travel, 24 hours each way, majority will be spent on flight, chaotic location with motorbikes and car horns and sirens, including a wedding to attend and part of the bridal party, family visits. I don't know if ear plugs are enough for all the noise exposure and I can't even wear ear plugs for long. But I haven't been home for 7 years. Fuck T!you evil shit!
        Jul 10, 2024
    22. crescentsky
      crescentsky
      oh great, july 4th and fireworks...
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      2. gameover
        gameover
        Yeah, they were setting off some today, I hope they loose many limbs and get T/H.
        Jun 30, 2024
    23. crescentsky
      crescentsky
      Has T made you take better care of your health? it is the complete opposite for me. I'm terrified of doing anything to make it worse.
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      2. RunningMan
        RunningMan
        Actually T makes it more difficult. I can't exercise as long as I used to, can't sleep as long, and can't avoid some meds due to T.
        Jun 26, 2024
      3. gameover
        gameover
        I take maybe better care of my teeth, but I wasn't too bad in that department. Otherwise no, because it killed my will to live. I don't drink alcohol, but then I drank little anyway.
        Jun 26, 2024
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      4. crescentsky
        crescentsky
        Jun 26, 2024
    24. crescentsky
      crescentsky
      I'm so run over by this shit T. I'm beyond dead& done. When this shit T leaves, I'll need 2 years off to recover.
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      2. crescentsky
        crescentsky
        @gameover agree, definitely will recover/feel better immediately. But I'll need two years off from work lol and recover from T-induced PTSD.Definitely not working for a year after T. I'll go and enjoy absolute freedom for a bit.
        Jun 25, 2024
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      3. RunningMan
        RunningMan
        If T went away, hopefully my anxiety would go away as well and could sleep again but I can't be sure that T hasn't messed me up too badly that things might not go that easily. I'm willing to try!
        Jun 26, 2024
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      4. gameover
        gameover
        I'd probably leave work and completely change my life. I would still live minimalist life with minimum shit around me, quietly, around nature. Travel perhaps. Write books.
        Jun 26, 2024
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    25. crescentsky
      crescentsky
      Fuck you tinnitus, you piece of shit, ruining lives
      1. crescentsky
        crescentsky
        it was 3 months...6..12..18..24. i no longer have hope for shit T to go away. all i want is just a quick and easy death.
        Jun 19, 2024
      2. crescentsky
        crescentsky
        Wow. Today is just my luck. Forgot ear plugs. Assaulted left and right just trying to run everyday errands. Had to cancel take-out order, ears were in pain, and restaurant was late by 20+ mins. Ambulance, sirens, everywhere. Having T is like attached to a ticking bomb.
        Jun 19, 2024
      3. crescentsky
        crescentsky
        You fucker. I hope you die in a ditch. Blasting your car horns at pedestrians.
        Jun 27, 2024
    26. crescentsky
      crescentsky
      can hear this high pitch shit over everything. WHEN IS THIS ENDING DAMN
      1. streifzug, L along the way and tpj like this.
      2. crescentsky
        crescentsky
        this better be my last life. nothing will convince me to come back.
        Jun 12, 2024
      3. Thizzle
        Thizzle
        That’s all I be thinkin about
        Jun 12, 2024
      4. crescentsky
        crescentsky
        this is just complete shit
        Jun 13, 2024
    27. crescentsky
      crescentsky
      locked up in prison, can't go anywhere/do anything other than watching cat tiktoks& pandas munching on bamboo. i guess this is rest of life.
      1. Juliane, gameover, tpj and 2 others like this.
      2. streifzug
        streifzug
        youtube shorts forever
        Jun 6, 2024
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      3. cjbhab
        cjbhab
        Jun 7, 2024
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    28. crescentsky
      crescentsky
      I'm so exhausted. I don't know how and why I'm still alive. I don't know how long I can manage to hold up my job.
    29. crescentsky
      crescentsky
      I need a miracle. I don't know how I'll be able to be on a flight and travel 16 hours with this shit T disease.
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      2. Thizzle
        Thizzle
        How long did it take for your first T experience to heal
        Jun 3, 2024
      3. crescentsky
        crescentsky
        @Thizzle my first T was about 10 years ago in my 20s. It came on a day after concert + flight. I don't remember much about it. Probably lasted a few days at the most? I don't remember having much of a reaction to it. It was very short lived. My current T is a mystery, probably a combination of crap events and these two shit loud tenants, but I definitely did not go to a concert.
        Jun 3, 2024
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    30. crescentsky
      crescentsky
      ARGH WHY CAN'T I TRADE SOMETHING FOR COMPLETE SILENCE?
      1. gameover
        gameover
        I would pay million bucks. Serious. Fuck, make it everything I have.
        Jun 3, 2024
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    Location:
    US
    Tinnitus Since:
    2022: April/May, Exact Timing? DK.
    Cause of Tinnitus:
    no idea, shit luck
    Status: T with H and N @ certain sounds since 2022 April/May. Cutlery sounds are the worst. On and off ear fullness and pressure. Feels like I also have somatic T.

    Timing: Exact timing? DK. Probably closer to May? April 10th was the starting pt, triggering a series of unfortunate events that eventually led to development of T (in the middle of the night). T started in right ear and turned into both ears. Started intermittent only waking up at night then chronic 24/7 around June 2022.

    Cause: No idea. A lot of things going on in April and May. Stressful time. I suspect:

    1) MAIN CAUSE: it was my new (2) tenants from hell moving in. They were loud as beep, constantly slamming doors, partying until morning, and snore like sirens. I probably got some kind of noise trauma from them. Slept for 1-3 hours a night for a good couple of months from their shenanigans. Gave me so much anxiety.

    2) Combination from the ^: a trip to a chiropractor and my whole arm was numbed and bruised after the session. Maybe caused some kind of nerve damage?

    3) Potentially a combination of no sleep, tenant-triggered pain/anxiety attacks, and loud tenants triggered some kind of ear/noise damage and body was unable to recover due to body being in flight/fight even if the noise was not rock concert level. Around the same time, I was exposed to C0vid.​