@delta784, I'm still in the deepest pits of hell, but my desire to die has lessened compared to the early days. It's still there, but less intense. I'm still trying to crawl out of this situation fucking tinnitus has thrown me into.
what if i use benzos rest of my life? which only gives relief my right ear become ballistic severe left comes from brain right comes from ear. Both different %100 i do also have visual snow
methylprednisolone its severe yes left side i feel more in brain sleep affects that side right side feels like more from cochlea my case is so unique intravenous methylprednisolone poison caused all my issues i also developed visual snow syndrome after panic attack.
4 months terrible only getting worse after 1st month i got panic attack developed visual snow then downhill last week right ear got so worse randomly i wonder if i lost some hearing sshl i have to go ent even though they are useless the irony is if i lost hearing they will give me intrathympanic dexamethasone which is the same class med f*d my life.