I feel like I am in the same place right now . Unfortunately if we want to be in this world we have to keep on going and hope the spike subsides or by some miracle we "habituate" to it again.
Even though it is difficult, you will make it guys. These spikes will ease up, eventually. Don't forget we've been here so many times before. Its going to be okay, one way or another. I'm rooting for you
@MindOverMatter@Tryn2BHopeful
Thank you for your hopeful comments. Not having a lick of silence since 2020 has been hell. At times I'll feel like I've got this condition managed nicely and then one of these awful spikes can leave you wanting to just throw in the towel. Something has to give. I still have fantasies that help is on its way... but idk.