I've been feeling the same. Been hanging on the past couple years waiting for Auricle, but as they dilly-dally I continue to get worse, each time potentially lowering any results I could receive from the treatment.
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I wish I had good news for you but I'm in trouble myself. Everything is falling apart, including me. I wish I could get rid of at least this one ailment, this devil called tinnitus.
What hurts more and I think is making this harder is that I was almost over that hump. I was have decent days I could handle sounds just fine. I had hope... then I went and did something stupid that I thought would be fine... This condition can be deceiving. I hate the dark thoughts I have again, I hate the uncertainty, I am tired of fighting to breath.
I need to stay strong though.... I know I am not the only person going through this, but its a personal battle for us all.
@kingsfan I fear I may keep getting worse as well... I apparently don't know what may cause a permanent increase, I thought I did... Started working a day from home each week because driving on the highway has become more difficult.
I know you suffer every fucking day like many people here including me. A devastating disease that you can't see. Zero help. We're stuck on our own. For me it's been 2 years. I only live for my daughter 