don't be to harsh to you. for me it got better after 4 months. And even then u have very bad periods like i had yesterday. 5 Days horrible T. today i woke up and it was quiet. Now, after 12 hours the pc in my room can mask it to 70% U will go there, too. Even if u don't think so now. It's funny with T. Yesterday i was very torn, now it's better. stay strong, u will benefit from it.