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... and at only $100 I think they are the first thing a person new to tinnitus should get. Sep 15, 2024 at 5:53 PM

    1. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      ... and at only $100 I think they are the first thing a person new to tinnitus should get.
    2. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      My solid ear plugs definitely filter more high frequency than my filtered but I think that's where the extra protection ends.Still like them
    3. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      are you still watching hockey on tv? i’m excited for the season.
      1. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        Yes I try and watch all 82 Kings games and catch a few other games here and there
        Sep 12, 2024 at 9:01 PM
    4. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Family is back from a week-long camping trip and I can hear my ultra-high pitch hissing/squealing coming back. Coincidence?
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      2. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        Yep it has been getting louder and "hiss-ier" as the day moves along. Accidentally dropping a huge ice cube into my stainless steel Klean Kanteen tumbler probably didn't help either.
        Sep 11, 2024 at 10:08 PM
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      3. Sodlin
        Sodlin
        I need to attend a birthday for my brothers kid this weekend. Can already hear the balloons poping, children screaming, and glasses falling to the floor. "oh kids are just the best isnt it Sodlin?"......
        Sep 11, 2024 at 11:33 PM
    5. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      I probably would have had excruciating tinnitus a decade earlier had my old car's stereo not been broken and if I'd bothered to fix it.
      1. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        I did drive on the highway a lot with the windows down, bc the AC was also broken. So maybe it all cancelled each other out.
        Sep 11, 2024 at 6:56 PM
    6. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      I have 2 weeks to figure out where I'm going to live and how to get the money to pay for it, but I'm immobilized by my tinnitus.
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      3. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @2049v Wore out my welcome with family. It's time to move on. I'm middle-aged. I should have my own place, but I've struggled with work since tinnitus. Had a really good career and was financially sound. Now I'm left with nothing.
        Sep 7, 2024
      4. 2049v
        2049v
        I’m in a similar situation. I had a job I liked, colleagues I liked, and a decent income in my own way, but one by one, I lost them all. Now, what are you thinking of doing? My situation has turned into a tangled mess.
        Sep 7, 2024
      5. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @2049v I said I was going to kill myself once my bank account reached $0. I can't live in poverty with tinnitus.
        Sep 11, 2024 at 10:10 PM
    7. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      How does one move on from a setback and stop comparing their new T volume to how it used to be?How do you stop ruminating over your mistake?
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      2. SimonRK
        SimonRK
        Sertraline helps me to stop ruminating on past mistakes that caused my T, and live more in the present. Wanting to go back and change the past has caused me so much pain and wasted time. But even though I see that, I still need medication to change the thought pattern.
        Sep 6, 2024
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      3. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @SimonRK I've tried Sertraline, but it unfortunately spiked my tinnitus so I couldn't continue. I've tried Zoloft, Nortriptyline, and Mirtazapine so far with no luck due my tinnitus spiking. I'm going to try Prozac next.
        Sep 11, 2024 at 10:13 PM
    8. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Going to that restaurant was stupid. I even knew it was a bad idea. But I struggle with conflict and saying no to people.
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      3. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        Could hyperacusis be the cause? I've been to restaurants several times before and had been alright and comfortable. I guess I can't anymore.
        Sep 6, 2024
      4. cjbhab
        cjbhab
        give it some time. i had a restaurant setback last December because i stupidly went to the work christmas lunch. My T was a disaster after. in about 3 weeks it was a lot better.
        Sep 6, 2024
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      5. ECP
        ECP
        Being chronically ill was the only thing that made me better at saying no. Please get some rest, and yeah, watch out for those restaurants that have metal chairs on the sidewalks. They are painful to listen to.
        Sep 12, 2024 at 6:39 PM
    9. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Wish I could hear what my tinnitus sounded like 3 years ago. I can hardly remember. I bet it was bliss. I remember somewhat content.
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      2. 2049v
        2049v
        Did you have an acustic trauma? Why did it get worse?
        Sep 6, 2024
      3. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @2049v Every little things makes mine worse. Its worsened too many times in only 4 years. I've managed to adjust each time so far, but it's getting more and more difficult.
        Sep 6, 2024
    10. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      I had just gotten used to, or maybe it had even quieted down, my mishap from last month and now everything is raging again =/
    11. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      4 years in a couple weeks and I still can't seem to put myself first. Went to a restaurant with my dad today and am regretting it.
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      3. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @BrOKeN_1 Yea i can't believe so much time has passed. A lot has changed in those 4 years. Here's to hoping we have paid our dues and will be rewarded from here on out.
        Sep 3, 2024
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      4. Yellowblue44
        Yellowblue44
        Have u tried trt training
        Sep 3, 2024
      5. Yellowblue44
        Yellowblue44
        Did it play music? I try and go when it's empty but then you get crap food
        Sep 3, 2024
    12. Zigs
      Zigs
      Hey, do you get to see your daughter much at all?
      1. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        No. Not much at all.
        Sep 1, 2024
      2. Zigs
        Zigs
        I’m so sorry. The pain of being away from my kids is unbearable
        Sep 1, 2024
      3. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @Zigs It's been difficult. Hard to function, then add debilitating tinnitus on top of it. She has a busy life with work, school, and boyfriend. I know I'd be seeing less of her if I were there, but it would still be much more than currently.
        Sep 3, 2024
    13. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Just got a message from AMEX saying they will decline any further transactions bc I'm too afraid to look at my bank account to pay my bill
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      2. cjbhab
        cjbhab
        just rip off the bandaid and get in there unfortunately is my advice.
        Aug 27, 2024
      3. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @cjbhab I finally did late last night (`>_<)
        Aug 28, 2024
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    14. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      mowing before 10am on a weekend is diabolical, outright antisocial behavior.
      1. Juliane, NTV, _Shoto_ and 2 others like this.
    15. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      The hits keep coming. Found out yesterday my remaining cat has kidney disease. Hopefully medication will give him many more healthy years.
      1. Juliane
        Juliane
        ❤️
        Sep 1, 2024
    16. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      I swear, small-town midwest is louder than living in LA. Always a train, diesel truck, motorcycle, or lawn mower going by outside.
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      3. RunningMan
        RunningMan
        I'm in the midwest and don't feels it's too loud most of the time. Sure people mow their lawns through part of the year. With the train, it depends how close you are to it. I'm 1/2 mile away, and it sometimes seems a little loud but don't even notice it most of the time.
        Aug 21, 2024
      4. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @RunningMan I'm 1 block away. Train tracks run through every single town here, and there's some sort of business here that wasn't here when I grew up that has trains coming through multiple times a day. I don't know if it's natural gas or what it is. The air often stinks here at night too. My asthma was way better in smoggy southern california than it has been here.
        Aug 21, 2024
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      5. RunningMan
        RunningMan
        Yeah, one block is pretty close. I wouldn't want to be any closer than my 1/2 mile, for sure.
        Aug 24, 2024
    17. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Was actually having a decent morning until my nephews came over and started running, stomping and banging on the floor above me.Ear fullness
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      2. snizzleberry
        snizzleberry
        Aug 21, 2024
    18. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Moving to the midwest was one of the worst decisions of my life. I hate it here. I've always hated it here. I'm so stuck. 2 years wasted.
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      2. Juliane
        Juliane
        :-(
        Aug 21, 2024
    19. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Going through my "alert" sounds on my phone. All of them hurt even on the lowest volume. I've had my phone on silent for last 4 years.
      1. MaxRabbit
        MaxRabbit
        My phone has been on vibrate only or do not disturb/silent mode since tinnitus. Phone speakers are death to your ears.
        Aug 21, 2024
    20. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      It's like i just got tinnitus for the first time all over again. Why is it so different now?
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    21. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      So within the past couple weeks. Right ear worsened from barber. Left ear worsened from collapsing a metal dog crate. Earplugs in each time.
    22. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Over the last 2 weeks, and especially the last 3 days, my T has transformed into something completely foreign to what it used to be.
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    23. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      All I want is to stop getting worse. 10-20 seconds of a razor WITH earplugs shouldn't worsen my T yet it did. WTF.ForgetACureIWantStabililty
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      2. streifzug
        streifzug
        Me, too. I need 2 stable months at the very least to get over all the fkn recent worsenings.
        Aug 15, 2024
      3. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @streifzug has it just been deteriorating on its own, or has it been a series of unfortunate events?
        Aug 16, 2024
    24. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Well I've spent the last few days complaining about my right ear I guess the left felt left out. 4khz tone is currently louder than ever
    25. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Can’t sleep. Having 2 loud ears is really difficult. I’ve only dealt with one loud ear and the other moderate up until now.
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      2. Bob3382
        Bob3382
        I am thankful that mine is only one ear.
        Aug 20, 2024
      3. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @Bob3382 I always was too. I think I relied on my better ear too much to hear and didn't protect it enough.
        Aug 21, 2024
    26. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      All because I had the wrong ear plug in and forgot to switch it back to a solid after describing what cut I wanted. Why am I so fragile?
    27. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      absolutely, completely, struggling again. my right ear has never had a temporary spike, only permanent, so that what I expect to happen here
      1. Juliane
        Juliane
        Hope this one will be temporary
        Aug 12, 2024
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      2. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @Juliane it's been about 2 weeks, but I wrote it off to being sick. Now that I'm feeling better sick-wise it's still spiked, so I'm getting anxiety about it.
        Aug 12, 2024
      3. Juliane
        Juliane
        I understand. It is so difficult. I hope for the best.
        Aug 13, 2024
    28. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Static in my right ear has still been a problem since the barber used clippers near it. I've had clippers used a ton of times, no problem.
      1. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        So frustrated by my right ear. I can clearly hear it over my loud left ear now. It's panic-inducing.
        Aug 11, 2024
    29. Daniel Lion
      Daniel Lion
      Awesome news!
    30. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Not feeling ill anymore. Spike gone so far. Antigen test was negative when i took it - never got a PCR though. Symptoms stayed mild.
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      2. BrOKeN_1
        BrOKeN_1
        Some good news maybe.
        Aug 9, 2024
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      3. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        Spike was down for a couple days but has been up and down since. At least I don't feel sick anymore.
        Aug 11, 2024
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    Gender:
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    Location:
    A town near you
    Occupation:
    Writer & Producer of Cleaver
    Tinnitus Since:
    9-17-2020
    Cause of Tinnitus:
    turning everything up to 11