SimonRK

Your inner ear issues are real, and it's true there's no cure for them. But based on your post history, they have led to a severe deterioration in mental health, and that can and will get better with time, if you accept treatment for it.

@SimonRK, The only reason I want to die every single day is this inner ear nonsense. Before this, I’ve gone through unpleasant events and illnesses just like many others might, but I never woke up every day wanting to die like this. In fact, I was never even close to feeling this way. I’m still surprised at how one morning, I suddenly woke up and started experiencing this kind of torment daily.

@SimonRK, I’m genuinely confused about how I reached this point, where every day feels like hell. What is the treatment you mentioned that I need to accept?

They're the most comfortable disposable plugs I've found so far @GoatSheep (with what all my doctors have told me are "the most labyrinthine ear canals" they've ever seen) but still not that comfortable. The only plugs I can comfortably wear for hours are my custom silicon moulds.

I think you were asking @SimonRK, but I'll just add: I have had both MRI and CT scans, but never on my ears; only on my heart. As at one time, my tinnitus and anxiety were so bad, I wouldn't have needed to suicide to escape my existence, the constant adrenaline was going to take care of that for me.

Never had a CT scan, no. But good to know.