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The fact that help is sitting on a shelf while I continue to deteriorate is infuriating Sep 28, 2024 at 2:48 AM

    1. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      The fact that help is sitting on a shelf while I continue to deteriorate is infuriating
      1. streifzug, NTV, _Shoto_ and 1 other person like this.
      2. _Shoto_
        _Shoto_
        The exact same thought is hunting me 24/7. Like the treatment/cure is literally in the box somewhere in the storage room with other garbage and materials for future/past researches...ugh!
        Sep 28, 2024 at 6:09 AM
      3. Juliane
        Juliane
        Is it sitting on a shelf?
        Sep 28, 2024 at 8:34 AM
    2. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Not seeing much of a point anymore
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      2. object16
        object16
        You actually sound exactly like me. It sucks.
        Sep 26, 2024 at 5:16 AM
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      3. Juliane
        Juliane
        I don't either. Costant decline just makes you want to give up on this life that seems to be designed to torture us.
        Sep 28, 2024 at 8:30 AM
    3. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      If I was wealthy I would use the dealership. There they valet you.
    4. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      How do I get car repairs and maintenance without making my T worse? Every shop has their garage open with loud tools going. It's unavoidable
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      2. Stayinghopeful
        Stayinghopeful
        Drop it there right as they open and have time to set up for the day.
        Sep 25, 2024 at 3:17 AM
      3. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @Stayinghopeful well shit.. I had to go out and confirm my replacement wheel matched the other three and was exposed to impact driver yet again.
        Sep 25, 2024 at 6:08 AM
    5. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Like I understand to avoid clubs, sports games, etc. But why can't I fucking shave my face or go to the store, pump gas, without suffering?
      1. Juliane, tpj, teayom and 3 others like this.
    6. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Spike continues today. Wish I didn't have to pay for every little mistake.
    7. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Darn I shaved with the electric razor and forgot I only had my plugs in partially due to ear pain lately.I thought they seemed kind of loud
      1. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        My tinnitus has been incredibly loud since. I hope this is temporary bc I’m incapacitated right now
        Sep 23, 2024 at 4:54 AM
    8. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Braved going out to my car without any earplugs It felt so amazing to hear the wind and rustling leaves. Everything felt like surround sound
      1. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        A truck did go by though. No loud engine but sound of the tires on pavement was uncomfortable. Ears a little full and T a little elevated.
        Sep 22, 2024 at 8:44 PM
    9. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Just realized my 4-year tinnitus anniversary was 4 days ago.
      1. BrOKeN_1
        BrOKeN_1
        Well.... if your gonna forget something. Might as well be that.
        Sep 22, 2024 at 6:25 AM
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    10. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Why, lately, do I always feel ill (flu cold symptoms) for several days after being out of the house for an extended period of time?
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      2. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @ECP Who knows if I could have been infected with mild-symptom Covid infections that rapid tests aren't picking up.

        Would explain why my tinnitus is constantly getting worse. But I'll never know.

        It's really interesting that we are having the same symptoms. Makes you wonder.
        Sep 23, 2024 at 7:07 PM
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      3. ECP
        ECP
        I am wondering too if seasonal allergies are at play, at least for me. We're transitioning from summer to autumn now, and sometimes that triggers mild symptoms that are similar to a real cold. That happened to me even before I had ear problems. Add noise-induced ETD to the mix, and it gets even harder to tell why my nose and ears are stuffy.
        Sep 23, 2024 at 7:50 PM
      4. ECP
        ECP
        On the bright side, the government is mailing out free at-home COVID tests again this autumn to anyone who fills out the request online. They haven't announced the start date yet, but it should happen very soon.
        Sep 23, 2024 at 7:52 PM
    11. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      ... and at only $100 I think they are the first thing a person new to tinnitus should get.
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      2. Pinhead
        Pinhead
        Could you share a link @kingsfan? I would appreciate it.
        Sep 23, 2024 at 7:51 PM
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    12. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      My solid ear plugs definitely filter more high frequency than my filtered but I think that's where the extra protection ends.Still like them
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    13. cjbhab
      cjbhab
      are you still watching hockey on tv? i’m excited for the season.
      1. Juliane likes this.
      2. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        Yes I try and watch all 82 Kings games and catch a few other games here and there
        Sep 12, 2024
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    14. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Family is back from a week-long camping trip and I can hear my ultra-high pitch hissing/squealing coming back. Coincidence?
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      2. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        Yep it has been getting louder and "hiss-ier" as the day moves along. Accidentally dropping a huge ice cube into my stainless steel Klean Kanteen tumbler probably didn't help either.
        Sep 11, 2024
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      3. Sodlin
        Sodlin
        I need to attend a birthday for my brothers kid this weekend. Can already hear the balloons poping, children screaming, and glasses falling to the floor. "oh kids are just the best isnt it Sodlin?"......
        Sep 11, 2024
    15. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      I probably would have had excruciating tinnitus a decade earlier had my old car's stereo not been broken and if I'd bothered to fix it.
      1. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        I did drive on the highway a lot with the windows down, bc the AC was also broken. So maybe it all cancelled each other out.
        Sep 11, 2024
    16. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      I have 2 weeks to figure out where I'm going to live and how to get the money to pay for it, but I'm immobilized by my tinnitus.
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      3. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @2049v Wore out my welcome with family. It's time to move on. I'm middle-aged. I should have my own place, but I've struggled with work since tinnitus. Had a really good career and was financially sound. Now I'm left with nothing.
        Sep 7, 2024
      4. 2049v
        2049v
        I’m in a similar situation. I had a job I liked, colleagues I liked, and a decent income in my own way, but one by one, I lost them all. Now, what are you thinking of doing? My situation has turned into a tangled mess.
        Sep 7, 2024
      5. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @2049v I said I was going to kill myself once my bank account reached $0. I can't live in poverty with tinnitus.
        Sep 11, 2024
    17. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      How does one move on from a setback and stop comparing their new T volume to how it used to be?How do you stop ruminating over your mistake?
      1. tpj and streifzug like this.
      2. SimonRK
        SimonRK
        Sertraline helps me to stop ruminating on past mistakes that caused my T, and live more in the present. Wanting to go back and change the past has caused me so much pain and wasted time. But even though I see that, I still need medication to change the thought pattern.
        Sep 6, 2024
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      3. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @SimonRK I've tried Sertraline, but it unfortunately spiked my tinnitus so I couldn't continue. I've tried Zoloft, Nortriptyline, and Mirtazapine so far with no luck due my tinnitus spiking. I'm going to try Prozac next.
        Sep 11, 2024
    18. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Going to that restaurant was stupid. I even knew it was a bad idea. But I struggle with conflict and saying no to people.
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      3. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        Could hyperacusis be the cause? I've been to restaurants several times before and had been alright and comfortable. I guess I can't anymore.
        Sep 6, 2024
      4. cjbhab
        cjbhab
        give it some time. i had a restaurant setback last December because i stupidly went to the work christmas lunch. My T was a disaster after. in about 3 weeks it was a lot better.
        Sep 6, 2024
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      5. ECP
        ECP
        Being chronically ill was the only thing that made me better at saying no. Please get some rest, and yeah, watch out for those restaurants that have metal chairs on the sidewalks. They are painful to listen to.
        Sep 12, 2024
    19. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Wish I could hear what my tinnitus sounded like 3 years ago. I can hardly remember. I bet it was bliss. I remember somewhat content.
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      2. 2049v
        2049v
        Did you have an acustic trauma? Why did it get worse?
        Sep 6, 2024
      3. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @2049v Every little things makes mine worse. Its worsened too many times in only 4 years. I've managed to adjust each time so far, but it's getting more and more difficult.
        Sep 6, 2024
    20. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      I had just gotten used to, or maybe it had even quieted down, my mishap from last month and now everything is raging again =/
    21. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      4 years in a couple weeks and I still can't seem to put myself first. Went to a restaurant with my dad today and am regretting it.
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      3. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @BrOKeN_1 Yea i can't believe so much time has passed. A lot has changed in those 4 years. Here's to hoping we have paid our dues and will be rewarded from here on out.
        Sep 3, 2024
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      4. Yellowblue44
        Yellowblue44
        Have u tried trt training
        Sep 3, 2024
      5. Yellowblue44
        Yellowblue44
        Did it play music? I try and go when it's empty but then you get crap food
        Sep 3, 2024
    22. Zigs
      Zigs
      Hey, do you get to see your daughter much at all?
      1. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        No. Not much at all.
        Sep 1, 2024
      2. Zigs
        Zigs
        I’m so sorry. The pain of being away from my kids is unbearable
        Sep 1, 2024
      3. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @Zigs It's been difficult. Hard to function, then add debilitating tinnitus on top of it. She has a busy life with work, school, and boyfriend. I know I'd be seeing less of her if I were there, but it would still be much more than currently.
        Sep 3, 2024
    23. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Just got a message from AMEX saying they will decline any further transactions bc I'm too afraid to look at my bank account to pay my bill
      1. Zigs likes this.
      2. cjbhab
        cjbhab
        just rip off the bandaid and get in there unfortunately is my advice.
        Aug 27, 2024
      3. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @cjbhab I finally did late last night (`>_<)
        Aug 28, 2024
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    24. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      mowing before 10am on a weekend is diabolical, outright antisocial behavior.
      1. Juliane, NTV, _Shoto_ and 2 others like this.
    25. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      The hits keep coming. Found out yesterday my remaining cat has kidney disease. Hopefully medication will give him many more healthy years.
      1. Juliane
        Juliane
        ❤️
        Sep 1, 2024
    26. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      I swear, small-town midwest is louder than living in LA. Always a train, diesel truck, motorcycle, or lawn mower going by outside.
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      3. RunningMan
        RunningMan
        I'm in the midwest and don't feels it's too loud most of the time. Sure people mow their lawns through part of the year. With the train, it depends how close you are to it. I'm 1/2 mile away, and it sometimes seems a little loud but don't even notice it most of the time.
        Aug 21, 2024
      4. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        @RunningMan I'm 1 block away. Train tracks run through every single town here, and there's some sort of business here that wasn't here when I grew up that has trains coming through multiple times a day. I don't know if it's natural gas or what it is. The air often stinks here at night too. My asthma was way better in smoggy southern california than it has been here.
        Aug 21, 2024
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      5. RunningMan
        RunningMan
        Yeah, one block is pretty close. I wouldn't want to be any closer than my 1/2 mile, for sure.
        Aug 24, 2024
    27. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Was actually having a decent morning until my nephews came over and started running, stomping and banging on the floor above me.Ear fullness
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      2. snizzleberry
        snizzleberry
        Aug 21, 2024
    28. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Moving to the midwest was one of the worst decisions of my life. I hate it here. I've always hated it here. I'm so stuck. 2 years wasted.
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      2. Juliane
        Juliane
        :-(
        Aug 21, 2024
    29. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      Going through my "alert" sounds on my phone. All of them hurt even on the lowest volume. I've had my phone on silent for last 4 years.
      1. MaxRabbit
        MaxRabbit
        My phone has been on vibrate only or do not disturb/silent mode since tinnitus. Phone speakers are death to your ears.
        Aug 21, 2024
    30. kingsfan
      kingsfan
      It's like i just got tinnitus for the first time all over again. Why is it so different now?
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    Gender:
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    Location:
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    Occupation:
    Writer & Producer of Cleaver
    Tinnitus Since:
    9-17-2020
    Cause of Tinnitus:
    turning everything up to 11