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  1. ChristianEsco

    My Entire Tinnitus and Hyperacusis Story — From Hell to Paradise

    My experience is nearly identical to this. Catastrophic levels. No showers, no solid food, no talking, acid burn... Silence and double pro + monk mode noise elimination for nine months got me to the point of going to my first restaurant patio (with custom earplugs). Then, a few beach days and...
  2. ChristianEsco

    Can Ketamine Infusion for Depression Worsen Tinnitus?

    I have 4.5 grams of 95.5% pure mass spectrometer tested Ketamine. What should I do with it? I usually just snort it.
  3. ChristianEsco

    DMSO, Niacin and Turmeric Ear Drops

    I'm going to be trying this whole routine. Just as an FYI, the eardrum is air tight. Putting liquid into your ear doesn't not mean it will make it to your inner ear or hair cells or cochlea. This would only happen if you had a hole in your eardrum.
  4. ChristianEsco

    22, New to Tinnitus, Pretty Damn Sad Right Now

    It's not committing suicide. To commit something implies immortality or illegality. This is an act of self mercy, of relief. If you have tinnitus and nerve pain that degenerates despite a calendar year of the best possible efforts, it's living a tortured existence. It's the accelerated death of...
  5. ChristianEsco

    22, New to Tinnitus, Pretty Damn Sad Right Now

    Try your best to get your hands on some Ketamine. If you do a whole line of Ketamine you'll lose basically all of your sense of touch in about 15-20 minutes. That time between impact & death is probably excruciating, so being barely conscious would help a lot. This may be shocking for people to...
  6. ChristianEsco

    A Condition Worse Than Tinnitus: Interstitial Cystitis

    Maybe this would work for tinnitus? Hard to imagine yanking out all you teeth would help the area around your jaw. I'd try it before death though.
  7. ChristianEsco

    22, New to Tinnitus, Pretty Damn Sad Right Now

    I'm 24. Also about 16 months into it. Flutters/air pressure spams in reaction to sound started December 2019, first tinnitus noise began April 2020. Between June to July my tinnitus and spasms actually improved, to the point where I could go to a 10 person gathering with some music, and just...
  8. ChristianEsco

    22, New to Tinnitus, Pretty Damn Sad Right Now

    I'm the same as you man except only 1.5 years into this. I had flutters/air pressure reactions to sound first, then tinnitus. Though tinnitus was no concern vs the flutters. But it's just been getting louder for a year now despite living the most quiet life possible. 24/7 I stay home in the...
  9. ChristianEsco

    Pain Hyperacusis in Relation to Acoustic Shock & Synapse Disconnection

    Hey man. I'm signed up to have my Tympani muscle severed. Do you think the surgery made you worse? or just didn't help? My Tympani spasms are really bad. Talking, yawing, burping, stretching, coughing, and all outside noise makes it spasm. Sound doesn't cause me too much pain just some residual...
  10. ChristianEsco

    Tensor Tympani Regrowth: Hearing a Click While I Speak

    I have my first appointment in the process on Tuesday, getting referral to a surgeon for this finally. Can I just ask a you a couple more questions please? 1. Did you have tinnitus before your first surgery? I have a lot of tinnitus sounds, some of which I can make louder by yawning or...
  11. ChristianEsco

    Tensor Tympani Regrowth: Hearing a Click While I Speak

    How was your life for the 15 years after surgery? Were you able to be in loud places like movies/bars etc?
  12. ChristianEsco

    Tensor Tympani Regrowth: Hearing a Click While I Speak

    Yea that's me too! Feels like the ears are rotting and decomposing. One last question sorry, I know you haven't even gotten a chance to get at the ones above, but during your 15 year break, were you able to do normal things like go to movies, concerts, house parties etc?
  13. ChristianEsco

    Tensor Tympani Regrowth: Hearing a Click While I Speak

    Damn that's so unfortunate. Would you say that your current state is preferable to the 2005 state of eardrum slingshot? Like in what disabling way is your current state different? Is your sound tolerance bad again? The slingshot eardrum is EXACTLY what gets me the worst right now. And huge...
  14. ChristianEsco

    Tensor Tympani Regrowth: Hearing a Click While I Speak

    Okay that's very interesting. Do you find your current pop/click debilitating? Because I have the same effect, but to me, the click is just a minor version of a full on spasm/flutter. So when my symptoms are tame I may have just a small click/thump (to room level speech), but when aggravated I...
  15. ChristianEsco

    Tensor Tympani Regrowth: Hearing a Click While I Speak

    I'm confused as to what symptoms your left with now after your surgeries. So do you now still have sound reactive spasms at all? Or it's just your own voice & internal muscle movements/sounds that trigger you? Also, is it ever more than clicks now? Do you get those big spasms where you can feel...