I am so sorry to hear that... I was hoping you would have improved a bit. But I know what you mean as for quality of life. Since tinnitus I have developed other health issues, and I am constantly anxious because of it. I so wish I could calm my nervous system but I feel it's almost impossible to...
I had that same experience all spring :-( Could our immune systems be compromised? And then something outside triggers us? I wish we on TT could meet and give each other emotional support. I strongly believe that lack of understanding and support weakens us. I hope you feel better soon!
Thank you for your understanding. Tinnitus has definitely made me despair and wish for bad things. But lately it has made me feel guilty to do so. It is not easy.
Nothing wrong about thinking. That's all you do. Reflecting over life. We all do. Some more than others. Especially when we are going through the dark night of the soul, which these years are for me. Hope this dark journey ends very soon and will be replaced with light.
@Varda It is for sure a different hell than tinnitus but nonetheless a hell. And when the two are combined, I just want to give up since obviously something or someone does not want me to trive
I am so sorry, @Bob3382.
Going through something like this shows us who our true friends are. It can be a very shocking experience.
My thoughts are with you.
Hugs,
Juliane
@4Grace I know :-( when I stay in I do feel a bit more at ease but also incredibly lonely. I love my boyfriend dearly and he listens to me but I cannot talk to my family about my problems. They all more or less ignore me at this stage.