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  1. Gabriel

    But at least I don't really have friend anymore, no lover anymore, I am changing work and will...

    But at least I don't really have friend anymore, no lover anymore, I am changing work and will have no colleagues anymore.
  2. Gabriel

    All parents want is their kids to be happy and not die sad at 30 years old. Worst is I have a...

    All parents want is their kids to be happy and not die sad at 30 years old. Worst is I have a twin so each bday will be without me
  3. Gabriel

    Now, I don't see any more future. I can't see myself having kids, travelling, or simply being...

    Now, I don't see any more future. I can't see myself having kids, travelling, or simply being happy anymore. I feel sad for my parents
  4. Gabriel

    1 year ago, I was finally "cured" from tinnitus, finally living a good life. Today, I am at my...

    1 year ago, I was finally "cured" from tinnitus, finally living a good life. Today, I am at my worst. I thought T was behind me for good.
  5. Gabriel

    Just came to the reflexion that some people with terminal illness can enjoy their last days of...

    Just came to the reflexion that some people with terminal illness can enjoy their last days of life but with tinnitus I can't even
  6. Gabriel

    Low-Level Laser Therapy (LLLT) for Tinnitus — Experiences (Dr. Wilden, etc.)

    Hi guys, Just bought this cheap LLLT out of AliExpress. I thought it's so cheap I don't risk anything, plus after all LLLT is just red LED (ok and infrared, which this LED might not be but studies do not always mention infrared). I will try it one hour per day, and let you know :confused:
  7. Gabriel

    I hope you are good, thinking of you and your treatment. I hope you are getting some relief :)

    I hope you are good, thinking of you and your treatment. I hope you are getting some relief :)
  8. Gabriel

    Same for me, even though my T came from my brain. Anyway you can't be mad, you could not know.

    Same for me, even though my T came from my brain. Anyway you can't be mad, you could not know.
  9. Gabriel

    I will be under total anesthesia in September. I hope when I wake up my T will be gone. Or to...

    I will be under total anesthesia in September. I hope when I wake up my T will be gone. Or to not wake up at all
  10. Gabriel

    Stopping amitriptyline. But more likely it was ashwagandah. I took very low amitriptyline

    Stopping amitriptyline. But more likely it was ashwagandah. I took very low amitriptyline
  11. Gabriel

    Sorry I haven't been online since a while. Yes it got slightly better but still far from what it...

    Sorry I haven't been online since a while. Yes it got slightly better but still far from what it was after first onset unfortunately. But I am trying
  12. Gabriel

    Transcranial Stimulation Treatments (rTMS & tDCS & tACS)

    Thank you so much for taking the time to give and update, @ErikaS! Take care until next time. See you soon. I root for you and I am confident you will have benefits :)
  13. Gabriel

    I was "lucky" : went to a festival, drank a lot, went to sleep very late. And the night after, I...

    I was "lucky" : went to a festival, drank a lot, went to sleep very late. And the night after, I had a complete night of sleep for the first time in 5 months. And it has stayed the same. I sleep like before, if only my days were the same
  14. Gabriel

    For my first onset it got worse at 6 months in, and then.. it got better. Took 1 year to have a...

    For my first onset it got worse at 6 months in, and then.. it got better. Took 1 year to have a decent level and maybe 2 years to have just a 0,5/10 ringing sometime even silence.
  15. Gabriel

    Don't be hard on yourself for whatever happened in Mexico. We do stuff and regret but if you...

    Don't be hard on yourself for whatever happened in Mexico. We do stuff and regret but if you think about it you probably didn't know it would do something.
  16. Gabriel

    Me everyday for the past months. But I can't accept it I think. It's too hard now, too intrusive

    Me everyday for the past months. But I can't accept it I think. It's too hard now, too intrusive
  17. Gabriel

    Hey. No I got my tinnitus from nothing actually. It got bad during a depression and got worse...

    Hey. No I got my tinnitus from nothing actually. It got bad during a depression and got worse after taking ashwaganda and laroxyl, but more likely ashwagandah alone
  18. Gabriel

    I hope you will have great success and will post your own success story. It all sounds very...

    I hope you will have great success and will post your own success story. It all sounds very promising!
  19. Gabriel

    Hey, I saw your post about neuromulation. I am looking at the moment about rtms,but it seems...

    Hey, I saw your post about neuromulation. I am looking at the moment about rtms,but it seems it's different ? Do you have a link or something ? I hope it works for you !
  20. Gabriel

    New University of Michigan Tinnitus Discovery — Signal Timing

    It's -3 dB during washout. If you put a song at 40 dB and then at 37 dB, would you hear the difference? Honestly, it is not impressive at all, unfortunately.
  21. Gabriel

    I won't post anymore. I lost all hope. But I hope for all other people. It will get better for...

    I won't post anymore. I lost all hope. But I hope for all other people. It will get better for you. Take care all
  22. Gabriel

    Well, unfortunately, it was just a fake hope.

    Well, unfortunately, it was just a fake hope.
  23. Gabriel

    What if ? Never loose hope

    What if ? Never loose hope
  24. Gabriel

    I have had longer new tones for months that disappeared. But you have to mask it and not listen...

    I have had longer new tones for months that disappeared. But you have to mask it and not listen to it as long as possible
  25. Gabriel

    Or was it the amitriptyline? Hnstly idk rn. Reading my notes again, shit happened 2 days after...

    Or was it the amitriptyline? Hnstly idk rn. Reading my notes again, shit happened 2 days after stopping it but I only took it 1w at 4mg max
  26. Gabriel

    More than one month later and the "side effect" of ashwagandah are still there. If only I knew...

    More than one month later and the "side effect" of ashwagandah are still there. If only I knew...
  27. Gabriel

    Hey man, what does you tinnitus sounds like ? Do you have one sound or mutliple ? Cheers

    Hey man, what does you tinnitus sounds like ? Do you have one sound or mutliple ? Cheers
  28. Gabriel

    I hope this phase of my life end soon. My gf broke up (I was waiting for it honestly), I am...

    I hope this phase of my life end soon. My gf broke up (I was waiting for it honestly), I am living at my parents, not working anymore
  29. Gabriel

    Successful Habituation to Tinnitus — It Is What It Is

    I wish I could go back to this thinking. I have had the exact same conclusion. I used to have a daily diary at the beginning, doing trials with every food etc, going into silent spaces with earplugs to check my tinnitus. And then after a year or so I became tired and just stopped doing it more...
  30. Gabriel

    Ashwagandha

    Don't take Ashwagandha if you have sleeping issues. It kind of settled my tinnitus, to a level I didn't want. It also made my hearing sensitive; if I am exposed to too much sound, I hear a horrible very high-pitched "SSS". And on top of that, it made two sounds not noticeable before unless I...
  31. Gabriel

    Yes, woke up with two new tones super loud + high pitch, I was almost sweating. And yesterday...

    Yes, woke up with two new tones super loud + high pitch, I was almost sweating. And yesterday night I had a very nice night ?? Today was one of the best day in these two last month
  32. Gabriel

    Happened to me just yesterday. My T has never done this. Just woke up with a mess in my head.

    Happened to me just yesterday. My T has never done this. Just woke up with a mess in my head.
  33. Gabriel

    I still don't understand why this spike didn't resolve like it did before, why it went the...

    I still don't understand why this spike didn't resolve like it did before, why it went the opposite way.
  34. Gabriel

    Yep, read my notes, ashwagandah f*CK me up. My not noticeable two sounds are nottliceably loud...

    Yep, read my notes, ashwagandah f*CK me up. My not noticeable two sounds are nottliceably loud every day, + a shhh right ear, + sensitivity
  35. Gabriel

    It might work great to sleep but once you stop you're fucked

    It might work great to sleep but once you stop you're fucked
  36. Gabriel

    I think I can confirm the ashwagandah was actually the problem, not the lexomyl. Now each time I...

    I think I can confirm the ashwagandah was actually the problem, not the lexomyl. Now each time I go out I have that high pitch T
  37. Gabriel

    Ive been waking up now with 2 big waving sound every morning + my ears are sensitive in the way...

    Ive been waking up now with 2 big waving sound every morning + my ears are sensitive in the way that if I go out it'll trigger high pitch T
  38. Gabriel

    I thought I was close to success story but since I stopped ashwagandah and arkopharma with gaba...

    I thought I was close to success story but since I stopped ashwagandah and arkopharma with gaba, it has been worth than ever
  39. Gabriel

    Be careful with ashwagandah. It's actually the stopping of it that triggered a weird spike. But...

    Be careful with ashwagandah. It's actually the stopping of it that triggered a weird spike. But taking it definitely do something
  40. Gabriel

    Now I l going to take a break from tinnitustalk. If anyone wondered. See you again sometime

    Now I l going to take a break from tinnitustalk. If anyone wondered. See you again sometime
  41. Gabriel

    Also my sleep has again improved a lot. Even if it's not as good as 2 months ago, and still wake...

    Also my sleep has again improved a lot. Even if it's not as good as 2 months ago, and still wake up coz of T. I hope it will pass
  42. Gabriel

    Protip : I withdrawn too fast from benzo, and taking it again seems to work. Now I can taper...

    Protip : I withdrawn too fast from benzo, and taking it again seems to work. Now I can taper slowly, hopefully will be ok
  43. Gabriel

    I was prescribed amitriptyline drops for sleep. I read so much about it I don't know what to do...

    I was prescribed amitriptyline drops for sleep. I read so much about it I don't know what to do. Are little drops safe ? Like 5 mg. Advices?
  44. Gabriel

    Pre T I have been to bars, clubs, concerts, with ear plug and sometimes just z bit of toilet...

    Pre T I have been to bars, clubs, concerts, with ear plug and sometimes just z bit of toilet paper. I always was good after. Even if u had a eee it wouldn't last
  45. Gabriel

    I need to convince myself that it will pass. That this noise can change, fade and go away. Mind...

    I need to convince myself that it will pass. That this noise can change, fade and go away. Mind dictate brain
  46. Gabriel

    I think I've read too many bad stories and convince myself it would be this because of withdraw...

    I think I've read too many bad stories and convince myself it would be this because of withdraw or would never pass.
  47. Gabriel

    Or what if I convinced myself because of what I read here that it will be this way ? Actually...

    Or what if I convinced myself because of what I read here that it will be this way ? Actually, its how my T was born
  48. Gabriel

    Also I wonder if why triggered my electrical horrible T was cutting raw B6 and other supplements...

    Also I wonder if why triggered my electrical horrible T was cutting raw B6 and other supplements ? I am lost at this point
  49. Gabriel

    The irony, I was forced for the first time to take benzo yesterday coz big anxiety, I never had...

    The irony, I was forced for the first time to take benzo yesterday coz big anxiety, I never had until now.
  50. Gabriel

    This is new, the T never act up because of noise it was actually the opposite the past month...

    This is new, the T never act up because of noise it was actually the opposite the past month. Noise would kill it
  51. Gabriel

    Well I took the train back to my parents house because there is construction in mine and now the...

    Well I took the train back to my parents house because there is construction in mine and now the High T is back
  52. Gabriel

    Also even though I woke up all night with the usual electric T, it is pretty much absent this...

    Also even though I woke up all night with the usual electric T, it is pretty much absent this morning. Hopefully it stays like that
  53. Gabriel

    First night without benzo where I did have a decent night of sleep. Still woke up like 4 times...

    First night without benzo where I did have a decent night of sleep. Still woke up like 4 times but it was ok
  54. Gabriel

    Well no, I should not. I sleep well with it but once I stop it's gone. Can't be on it all my life

    Well no, I should not. I sleep well with it but once I stop it's gone. Can't be on it all my life
  55. Gabriel

    When I had H and T, it was because of overprotection. The only thing when you have H is to go...

    When I had H and T, it was because of overprotection. The only thing when you have H is to go slowly out. It will trigger T first and then nothing. That is what happened to me for H.
  56. Gabriel

    I am taking magnesium also because it helped me the first time. Were you on benzodiazépine...

    I am taking magnesium also because it helped me the first time. Were you on benzodiazépine before or SSRI ? You still have it then ? Is it bad ? Can you sleep ?
  57. Gabriel

    I don't know if I should get back on benzo. I don't know if I withdrawn to fast either. I am...

    I don't know if I should get back on benzo. I don't know if I withdrawn to fast either. I am lost on what I should do.
  58. Gabriel

    Electrical high T is the fucking worse.

    Electrical high T is the fucking worse.
  59. Gabriel

    I am depressed because I had this high pitch T in the past, and it would completely disappears...

    I am depressed because I had this high pitch T in the past, and it would completely disappears in two days with benzo without problems
  60. Gabriel

    Off benzo for a week. Still no improvement. High pitch T is still there everday when I wake up...

    Off benzo for a week. Still no improvement. High pitch T is still there everday when I wake up and wake me up every night