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@AvidReader when did u get H and reactive T? how long into your tinnitus did you get it.

@AvidReader yeah i dont think its fair to bring a woman or kids into my world of tinnitus. ill probably move to an isolate town by a beach get a dog and date trailer park women or foreign women looking to use me ROFL. ive accepted my fate.

@AvidReader But im tired of anticipating this I want a cure now. but seriously you had this since 2005? ok so your telling me when these commercials were playing https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Qutttyhc_A YOU HAD TINNITUS. im just in complete shock. Man i would so let you go before me to get...

@AvidReader are you from the states? all im saying is there aint nothing like a halloween and christmas in NYC. man those were magical times. i miss riding the subways with my costume and getting stares lol. halloween parties was the best. from grade school to college something about halloween...

@SarahMLFlemmer you got 2-3 years to know for sure for sure. so dont give up. as for me my azz is toast ROFL HELP US SUSAN HELP US ! my tinnitus is older than some kids running around

thanks I appreciate that and its really no problem. Im rooting for you. I peep what you got going on, and honestly I hate seeing new sufferers it bothers me. I Wouldn’t wish tinnitus upon my worst enemy. Nobody in my circle knows I suffer.my pride just wont allow me to reveal this . And...

@SarahMLFlemmer Kool :) i totally understand with tinnitus its dammed if you do dammed if you don’t . Tinnitus sometimes won’t allow you to relax or sleep, and thus it spikes, thus its a cycle that just never ends. Im getting dental work done in a day The ludicrous cost isnt even what worries...

@SarahMLFlemmer i appreciate that alot thanks

anyway point is I feel God got both me and Boy Scout. He should of stayed true to his morals and I should of stayed true to myself and taken the higher road. I felt life was going great for me and im untouchable. so god brought me down to size. Boy Scouts dead physically and me mentally...

that month after his murder my thermostat when set above 70 would make high pitch squealing sounds. it goes on for 2 weeks. it stops what happens. not even a whole week into the next month i get a life altering experience. n one of my sounds sounds like you guessed it. so Around spring of...

@SarahMLFlemmer Anyway fast forward(2013) we’re all living life post H.S, and boy scout is brutally murdered. im in college and my best friend calls me, I go online I see the facebook tributes, and on the phone I jokingly said something like “oh geez I wonder what would posses someone to...

years prior (2008) we all were minors and our beef started when he refused to sell us tickets to see a rated R film. So We go to the another cashier hes cool and looks out Anyway Boy Scout upon finding out we got in he goes out of his way to find n remove me and my friends from seeing the R...

@SarahMLFlemmer Months before I got tinnitus(2013) I said something I think may have cursed me, so this kid who I knew from my high school, ill call him Boy Scout. He came from a good hardworking background. My mother would annoy me n brag about his work ethnics and that he goes & sings at church.

@SarahMLFlemmer you have a very deep perspective i like it.

@SarahMLFlemmer what a horrific combo. Not only is that terrible. but its a reality alot of us will face. In fact some sufferers who cant work or do what they once did cause of tinnitus are facing that. the lucky ones are forced to retire and get their retirement check and already established...

@AvidReaderone that said its super sad that im no longer a teenager or in my early 20s so all my close childhood friends have all gone their separate ways n started families. which im happy for, but it will be bittersweet no doubt. i get emotional sometimes when i see teenagers or young adults...

@AvidReader and Ill time it before the month of October cause lord knows I wanna get immersed in my favorite old 80s m 90s horror movies to celebrate halloween. I miss halloween so much.. to go outside during halloween was priceless. i hate when non sufferers be like well whats stopping you...

@AvidReader Your telling me I super miss watching tv and certain movies without T. Sure you can theoretically do it now but we both know ITS NOT THE SAME when you got Tinnitus. If theres a cure im not even gonna go outside, im going to spend like an entire month catching up on all the things I...

@Mo8409 in a just world id like to think the super unfortunate tragedy your dealing with is so great that its more than enough reason for god to relieve you from this curse ...im praying for you. and btw you know your in the infant stages of it so its very very possible for it to go away.

@Mo8409 sometimes i wonder what exactly did we do to deserve this. sometime in our life back then did we do something trivial that led to someones death. think the butterfly effect. then you got guys like putin responsible for so much death, or child traffickers who wont ever face nothing near...

@SarahMLFlemmer story of my life.

@SarahMLFlemmer and im not high or a bible thumper either im trying to rationalize this without being disrespecful to our heavenly father. you know people will shame you like oh be grateful you dont have such n such, and im just like STFU. do you know i envy the homeless down in skid row. like...

@SarahMLFlemmer ima be honest i sometimes really think we are being punished for something which if im going to be honest is super petty, as i doubt none of us are killers or human traffickers. or maybe killing an insect or eating one counts as a sin. idk as they say god has mysterious ways. or...

Oh and remember Sarah I dont know if I ever told u this before but please be very very careful with Benzos or any powerful drugs. Not trying to scare u or act like a health expert but Ive heard its um….you know. It has has risks you see what im saying.. Just please just be careful. Im praying...

@SarahMLFlemmer But in all seriousness im doing okay KNOCK ON WOOD. So how are you holding up? are you sleeping better? did you find something that helps/ or work for sleeping.

@SarahMLFlemmer NOT OUTSIDE thats for sure ! *BA DUM TSSSS* ...... that was pretty good lets not hate. .. i would of replied "by a thread" .but thats dark. would of landed better.. plus you spelled cat with a C instead of a K .no big deal but im just sayin. that potentially could of...

@Foamearplugssuck You need to check this out, forget a nightclub i bet you didnt know that there used to be outside raves during broad day light in NYC. lol. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MRFp-qKTS7k

@Foamearplugssuck this is what i would hear all the time back in 1998 in NY on my way being dropped of to school https://youtu.be/P6QbrmN2MUk?t=2624 heres the WWF store me and my cousins would go 2 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6-s9p9wCvGY OLD nyc, the NY thats ingrained in my head...

@Foamearplugssuck word but the way music is going now i dont know. im more of a mid 90s type of guy. early 90s is a bit 80s for me. mid 90s to me is where things started to kick off. but to each is own. i want to explore the hip hop scene, the house club scene, the nu metal scene, i wish i...

@Foamearplugssuck knowing our luck this is a glimpse of us hitting our peak when the cure finally comes https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZpQLGWpHoFo

@Foamearplugssuck but anyway back to your employment and job issues lol, you should try learning programing, medical coder or try customer service from a AAA company remote. that way you can be in the comfort in ur own home but even sometimes that wont save u smh. and the reason i said...

@Foamearplugssuck yep and the fact your easily replaceable with a person with no T or H, just adds a whole new level of stupid pressure. same goes with relationships. "wHy u dOnT eVer wanna go nowHere ur bOring," n the painful thing is, is that u cant even be mad. everything is just a blur. im...

@SarahMLFlemmer depending on how loud yours is but if its mild enough try fans, humidifiers, dehumidifiers air conditioners or a sound generator that produces a smooth white noise. if you use any sound thing make sure the sound is either just below or just above your tinnitus. hopefully yours...

@Foamearplugssuck OH WOW your my brothers age man dam now i really hate that you have this. anyway 98 was a great year. tho i was also real young i do remember certain things. one of my fantasies would be to be in my 20s in the 90s. and go to raves like this...

@Foamearplugssuck sorry for the late response but yeah i totally get you. in retrospect seeing that i got tinnitus in my early 20s, technically i too peaked in elementary middle and high school. I didnt even have a chance to truly enjoy my adult life. i wasnt even out of fcking H.S for that...

@sakrt word like whats up with humans trying to play god. i lost so much faith in humanity, we cant cure cancer, our own dam government dont give a fucc to cure tinnitus despite being THE NUMBER ONE DISABILITY FOR VETERANS, and humans constant love for war. and the love for power and wealth...

@sakrt the air seems abit better even tho it rained hopefully all the bad stuff in the air is gone too. apparently people on. the westwide deal with this all the time.either way i fear for OUR future

@sakrt we are but mere humans. we as an entire species have accomplished great things but make no mistake, we are mortal and our flesh is WEAK. if covid was a bit more deadly we would of been done. Mother nature is not to be played with. and we arent even talking about the threats of giant...

@sakrt agreed this is a sneak peak of our future if we dont stop. some people like 2 play god, i learned a depressing lesson about humanity with covid. u had folks like oh i dont have to isolate i can do what i want. and then die. i need to take a psychology course on why some people think they...

@tracyNYC dam almost. I swear wtf why would our brains even create phantom sounds like this WTF. and on top of that I know you see whats going on outside. cant even get no fresh air

@ZFire yep sure was :( when the attacks happened and when we evacuated n had to stand in line to get on the school bus , i was literally on line adjacent to a classmate who later would go home 2 find out her oldest brother was on 90th floor in the south tower ......YIKES... he was only 23

@haha ear go eeee after intense negotiation we as a nation decided in order 2 keep peace between our countries that yall must deport most the women of Toronto over to new york BUT I AM A FAIR MAN. in exchange yall get Florida/ Arkansas men. Its a pretty fair deal when you think about it. ill...

@ZFire Honestly what is wrong with those dirtbags. those profits are gonna mean jack shit if its 300 freakin degrees and we got 2000 feet tsunamis. This is who we need to come save us https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6q1Y1YYwgl8

@ZFire I know im horrified and amazed all at once, thats crazy. like i said earlier this reminds me back in 2001 when you know what happened, you could literally see the smoke and smell it too. but in my cousins old dormroom in Long island you could see the towers so it made sense. This however...

@haha ear go eeee YOU God Dam Canadians r always up to something. first its the accents now yall r intentionally trying to smoke us out of our apartments so you can inhabit them. Dont be fooled people canadians are shape shifters. this was no accident people. alex jones warned us Now quick get...

@ZFire like how is that even possible, stuff like this shows you why we must respect this planet.

@Foamearplugssuck oh wow, i wish i was an adult in the late 90s/ early 2000s so i can experience the atmosphere at its fullest. but as a baby/kid in the 90s/early 2000s i can confirm it was DA BOMB. and i hope u too get relief. u sound young. i hope u dont miss out on your 20s like me

@Foamearplugssuck remember when you bombed an exam, broke your iphone, or saw your crush with some lame and thought it was the end of the world. i miss when getting fired or getting suspended felt like the end of the world. oh and leaving the house, remember u didnt even have to think about it...