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  1. catchthebus

    I'm Lost with Constant Suicidal Thoughts — My Tinnitus Is All I Can Think About

    I’m sorry to hear about what you’re going through, but I’m very happy you’re getting help for it. I know there’s other medications and things that you could try if you’re desperate enough, but nothing with good solid evidence that would work for everyone with tinnitus unfortunately. I struggle...
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    At any rate, I hope you can find something that works for you even if there is no cure, at least...

    At any rate, I hope you can find something that works for you even if there is no cure, at least something that makes things even a little bit better or more tolerable for you. I’ll keep you in my thoughts! (when I’m not thinking about this horrible ringing sound in my brain )
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    That truly sounds like a nightmare that just keeps getting worse. Hopefully, you can find some...

    That truly sounds like a nightmare that just keeps getting worse. Hopefully, you can find some things to try to at least possibly take some of the edge off. If you never reached out to a clinic or something like that, it might be worth giving it a shot if you can afford it and you have nothing...
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    Ringing Transformed into Hissing

    I’ve also heard that that’s a good sign it might go away entirely. Have you had your hearing tested? Maybe a professional can help give you some answers.
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    I feel like if my tinnitus ever magically disappeared, I’d be left as the most humble person on...

    I feel like if my tinnitus ever magically disappeared, I’d be left as the most humble person on Earth.
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    Is it bilateral and constant? That really sucks that that happened Mine is also permanent. I...

    Is it bilateral and constant? That really sucks that that happened Mine is also permanent. I hope you’re not struggling too much coping with it.
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    @Freerunner Oh not sure if I was supposed to use the @ symbol or not.

    @Freerunner Oh not sure if I was supposed to use the @ symbol or not.
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    @Damocles Oh not sure if I was supposed to use the @ symbol or not.

    @Damocles Oh not sure if I was supposed to use the @ symbol or not.
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    @twa I also try to stay busy too especially when it’s bothering me more. Glad you’re doing...

    @twa I also try to stay busy too especially when it’s bothering me more. Glad you’re doing better! Stay strong!
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    Maybe there’s someone who can help in your area like a clinic that specializes in tinnitus?

    Maybe there’s someone who can help in your area like a clinic that specializes in tinnitus?
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    Did you link the original advertisement (the video is private now)? LOL Do you speak any Korean?

    Did you link the original advertisement (the video is private now)? LOL Do you speak any Korean?
  12. catchthebus

    Hence, I am trying to find every silver lining in every place and in every area of life and my...

    Hence, I am trying to find every silver lining in every place and in every area of life and my life as I can, and I also want to give back to society and improve the quality of other people’s lives as long as I’m here.
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    I’ve never had to swallow a harder reality pill than this one, but even though I still hate my...

    I’ve never had to swallow a harder reality pill than this one, but even though I still hate my tinnitus with every fiber of my being, I’m stuck with it and as long as I have to put up with, I’d honestly rather it take less from me than more.
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    But I’m doing better than I was when I first came here because I’m not as panicked and in denial...

    But I’m doing better than I was when I first came here because I’m not as panicked and in denial that this could be my new reality the way I was when this all first happened to me.
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    Hi thanks so much for asking! How are you? I’ve been doing that thing they call “habituating,”...

    Hi thanks so much for asking! How are you? I’ve been doing that thing they call “habituating,” though for me, it’s really just learning to put up with a bully I hate with all my being who’s constantly hitting me from within my skull.
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    My Tinnitus Was Probably Caused by Long COVID-19 — Headaches, Stiff Neck, Sleepless Nights

    Hello. I had the exact same thing happen to me (except I don’t have headaches) after I was infected with COVID-19 (most likely Delta) last November. My tinnitus is bilateral, I hear multiple sounds 24/7 simultaneously, and I had never heard tinnitus ever prior to my COVID-19 infection. I’ve had...
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    Positive Things Resulting from Tinnitus?

    One way that people can cope with something difficult or stressful is through what I think they call “compensation.” It’s essentially a coping strategy where one tries to make up for what was lost or damaged. Does anyone use this coping strategy for their tinnitus and have used it as a...
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    Suicidal

    I’ve heard of that site but have never been a part of it. I randomly came across the phrase online recently for the first time in some person’s Reddit or internet post and I took an immediate liking to it not only because I’ve been struggling with coping with my tinnitus, but because it’s...
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    Suicidal

    I’m sorry. I wish with all my heart no one had to go through this. I’m glad you have someone special in your life though who is there to support you and help ease your pain. Even if they don’t know what I’m going through, it always feels better to have someone there with me or talking to me...
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    Can’t Function at a High Level Anymore

    I just wanted to commend you on how strong you are. To keep going and in fact continuing to push yourself to achieve more than before in spite of such a miserable inescapable condition is truly extraordinary. There are some people out there who always seem to be doing extraordinarily difficult...
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    Can’t Function at a High Level Anymore

    I feel you :cry: I could strangle evolution.
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    Tinnitus After Johnson & Johnson COVID-19 Vaccine

    I’m so sorry this happened to you :cry: I developed tinnitus after getting infected with COVID-19. It’s just not fair :banghead: It’s possible that this situation could have been unavoidable for both both of us since both the real COVID-19 and the vaccine may have given us tinnitus either way...
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    Suicidal

    Lol I guess they called this law “Plan B”.
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    Suicidal

    I’ve experienced being woken up by my tinnitus when it randomly gets loud sometimes :cry: It’s the worst! I wonder if that’s something that’s normal for people with tinnitus...
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    Voluntary Assisted Dying / Euthanasia for Tinnitus Patients (Pegasos Swiss Association, Switzerland)

    I read through the recent backlash comments and I just wanted to say that you are all amazing people! :cry: I’d do anything to not have tinnitus, but at the same time it’s truly an honor for me to be a part of this wonderfully compassionate community and I’d stay here even if my tinnitus could...
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    Voluntary Assisted Dying / Euthanasia for Tinnitus Patients (Pegasos Swiss Association, Switzerland)

    Thanks for your advice. I don’t know how long I can bear this, but I’m trying to hang in there for right now and barely keeping it together. If nothing changes, I won’t be able to keep going. It’s not just the horrendous bilateral tinnitus though that’s the primary cause of my suffering. I...
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    Voluntary Assisted Dying / Euthanasia for Tinnitus Patients (Pegasos Swiss Association, Switzerland)

    Hi there. My life has been completely derailed by tinnitus and I have very little quality of life left. Each day now is a struggle and a torture. The only upside, is I’ve gotten to have my good times. I was happy before and I got to live life even if it wasn’t perfect or the very best, so I’d...
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    How Can We Get Actual Palliative Care for Tinnitus?

    It goes to show that just having head knowledge about a subject versus having to forcefully live and breath that very subject as a part of your everyday every-moment waking existence are completely two separate things. When you don’t know what it’s like to really suffer from an ailment, it’s...
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    How Can We Get Actual Palliative Care for Tinnitus?

    :cry: That’s horrible :cry:
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    Photo Album of Tinnitus Talk Members

    Seeing all of the smiling faces on this thread makes me feel happy. That’s what people should be :huganimation: I hope you all can keep smiling forever. :cat: :headphone:
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    Tinnitus Following COVID-19 Infection / Stress

    I developed my tinnitus from COVID-19 too in mid October 2021. I was young and healthy and could never have thought this would happen to me. The tinnitus started out sporadically like yours, chirping but it always went away in 10-30 seconds during my acute infection and never concerned me. But...
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    How Do You Deal with Your Tinnitus While Meditating?

    Ironically, I initially discovered my tinnitus through meditation though meditation is not what caused it. It was just quiet enough to notice that some not normal sound was in the background, and of course, I was focused in meditation on mindfully listening to what was around me. The meditation...
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    Suicidal

    It’s very sad but true. My heart will always be with the millions and millions of people throughout the ages of time who’ve felt like they had no choice except to take such drastic actions independently by their own hands without any support or care or love from others just so that they’d be...
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    Episode 18: Tinnitus Realities — Steve and Sean

    I like this new series which shows how real people live their lives with tinnitus and deal with the reality. It’s that kind of content that can help me the most with where I’m currently at - struggling with my tinnitus and finding ways to keep going in spite.
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    Suicidal

    100% agreed! What’s worse than chronic severe 24/7 screeching tinnitus? Being a vegetable or paralyzed, but still stuck with the same tinnitus, except you have no way out anymore... If I truly pick Pegasos as my way out, I won’t be afraid to invest my last penny from my savings as I won’t need...
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    Suicidal

    Pegasos does mention it on their website in the FAQ section. The reason why you need a personal witness to identify your body is to comply with Swiss law.