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  1. Angieuurope

    today. a year ago today. what happened to my life? it's terrifying

    today. a year ago today. what happened to my life? it's terrifying
  2. Angieuurope

    3)5 sessions of EMDR therapy behind me. I wish healing for all of us

    3)5 sessions of EMDR therapy behind me. I wish healing for all of us
  3. Angieuurope

    2)Gastritis, which has been going on for almost 4 months, is giving me trouble. It's definitely...

    2)Gastritis, which has been going on for almost 4 months, is giving me trouble. It's definitely all due to stress.
  4. Angieuurope

    1)Update after 10 months of suffering. Unchanged, tinnitus appears quieter due to the warm...

    1)Update after 10 months of suffering. Unchanged, tinnitus appears quieter due to the warm season and the associated time spent outdoor.
  5. Angieuurope

    Almost 9 months without any improvement. Hope that something will finally happen in the next few...

    Almost 9 months without any improvement. Hope that something will finally happen in the next few years (Shore). Too many are suffering
  6. Angieuurope

    health is getting worse. Gastritis doesn't go away either, and now there's also a strong fever...

    health is getting worse. Gastritis doesn't go away either, and now there's also a strong fever since sunday. I am very sad
  7. Angieuurope

    @kingsfan Thank you! I will inform myself about that. I'm invited to a wedding and want to...

    @kingsfan Thank you! I will inform myself about that. I'm invited to a wedding and want to protect myself as best as I can
  8. Angieuurope

    @aab I really hope that tomorrow is a better day for you

    @aab I really hope that tomorrow is a better day for you
  9. Angieuurope

    @RunningMan I really hope for all of us that the device will bring us some relief. Hold on

    @RunningMan I really hope for all of us that the device will bring us some relief. Hold on
  10. Angieuurope

    I would also say that it would be easier for me to deal with it if the tone wasn't so intrusive...

    I would also say that it would be easier for me to deal with it if the tone wasn't so intrusive. Lowering the volume would of course be the jackpot. Unfortunately it currently feels ruined because I enjoyed living a different life with 31. I'm trying to adapt as much as possible. I see time as...
  11. Angieuurope

    @MindOverMatter Thank you for your positive words. Much appreciated. 7 months isn't long with T...

    @MindOverMatter Thank you for your positive words. Much appreciated. 7 months isn't long with T, I'm aware of that. However, I was always a person who said "in a few months the world will look different again". Unfortunately not this time. The brain is powerful and I'm trying to allow myself to...
  12. Angieuurope

    7 months. 7 months ago my wonderful life ended. now just survive

    7 months. 7 months ago my wonderful life ended. now just survive
  13. Angieuurope

    Can someone help me with this please. I would like to understand the protection of earplugs

    Can someone help me with this please. I would like to understand the protection of earplugs
  14. Angieuurope

    3M with SNR 37 dB - what is the reduction at e.g. 100 dB? Is it acutally 37 dB, so 63 dB? I...

    3M with SNR 37 dB - what is the reduction at e.g. 100 dB? Is it acutally 37 dB, so 63 dB? I remember reading something else
  15. Angieuurope

    Same for me. Crazy body

    Same for me. Crazy body
  16. Angieuurope

    Drank strong alcohol in the last weeks because it made the situation a little easier for me. now...

    Drank strong alcohol in the last weeks because it made the situation a little easier for me. now gastritis with incredible pain. fucked
  17. Angieuurope

    Your last sentence… couldn't say it any other way. I have already communicated this wish to my...

    Your last sentence… couldn't say it any other way. I have already communicated this wish to my closest people. The thought of being scattered into the endless beautiful, glittering ocean during sunset makes me cry. Sadness and happiness at the same time.
  18. Angieuurope

    @RunningMan this seems to be very rare. Outside of this forum I only know people with the...

    @RunningMan this seems to be very rare. Outside of this forum I only know people with the typical high monotonous T. I thought maybe it's gone today, no. Probably a new annoying companion… but it doesn't bother me as much as my terribly high hissing sound.
  19. Angieuurope

    Was lying in bed and thought my neighbor was playing music with a lot of bass. Wrong. My left...

    Was lying in bed and thought my neighbor was playing music with a lot of bass. Wrong. My left ear has a new sound - bass. I am done
  20. Angieuurope

    @Pinhead no one notices it or takes it seriously. It's "just a noise". Running away from all...

    @Pinhead no one notices it or takes it seriously. It's "just a noise". Running away from all noises, the most normal things like cutlery hurts my ears. A nightmare that never ends
  21. Angieuurope

    At the beginning I was still hopeful that things would get better. How naive. Thats not life

    At the beginning I was still hopeful that things would get better. How naive. Thats not life
  22. Angieuurope

    Tomorrow it will be 6 months since T came out of nowhere. I loved my life. As if I were a...

    Tomorrow it will be 6 months since T came out of nowhere. I loved my life. As if I were a different person now
  23. Angieuurope

    used to really enjoy the start of spring. it gave me joy in life. T no longer makes me feel anything

    used to really enjoy the start of spring. it gave me joy in life. T no longer makes me feel anything
  24. Angieuurope

    Recurring Issue with Flying: Unilateral Pain and Temporary Hearing Loss

    I fly at least once a month. Sometimes only 2-3 hours, often around 10 hours. I also had problems with the pressure in the past, and once, I didn't hear anything in one ear for 4 days after landing. I now only fly with earplugs that are specifically made for flying. Please pay attention to...
  25. Angieuurope

    New shit. T since beginning more present on left ear. Lately louder on the right for hours, then...

    New shit. T since beginning more present on left ear. Lately louder on the right for hours, then back to normal. Similar experience?
  26. Angieuurope

    Actually I have been through worst situation, death of parents, best friends and other drastic...

    Actually I have been through worst situation, death of parents, best friends and other drastic situations. Maybe not understandable for some, but T is above it. The pain of loss becomes less but this daily torment does not change
  27. Angieuurope

    Feel very hopeless at the moment. In the past, when faced with difficult situations in life, I...

    Feel very hopeless at the moment. In the past, when faced with difficult situations in life, I always said that in six months the world would look different again and you would be able to get through the most situations.
  28. Angieuurope

    @SumGuy If I'd know that. But it probably wouldn't do help me in any way. The only thing I...

    @SumGuy If I'd know that. But it probably wouldn't do help me in any way. The only thing I suspect is vitamin D. I took around 80.000 IU daily 4 days before T started. It hasn't disappeared for a second. However, I have found very few cases that suspect the same thing about them
  29. Angieuurope

    Almost 6 months.

    Almost 6 months.
  30. Angieuurope

    @SumGuy it has reduced, but not to the normal level. the tone has changed, but unfortunately not...

    @SumGuy it has reduced, but not to the normal level. the tone has changed, but unfortunately not in a more bearable way. I think it also depends a lot on the tone. I could probably handle a different, softer one better
  31. Angieuurope

    @cyberspace absolutely, I can only play at a very low volume. Turning the volume up and hearing...

    @cyberspace absolutely, I can only play at a very low volume. Turning the volume up and hearing my neighbors making noise at the same time would drive me crazy
  32. Angieuurope

    @Juliane we are far too young. I just turned 31. I wonder if we will hold on and see any...

    @Juliane we are far too young. I just turned 31. I wonder if we will hold on and see any effective treatments for relief
  33. Angieuurope

    @Juliane yes

    @Juliane yes
  34. Angieuurope

    How old are you @Juliane , if I may ask?

    How old are you @Juliane , if I may ask?
  35. Angieuurope

    You are right… it would have to hit a millionaire for something to go further.

    You are right… it would have to hit a millionaire for something to go further.
  36. Angieuurope

    I didn't miss anything in my younger years, which I'm happy about. Still, it hurts a lot because...

    I didn't miss anything in my younger years, which I'm happy about. Still, it hurts a lot because those around me are still very active and I feel like I'm missing out on everything. I wouldn't wish T on anyone, at any age. However, I would probably be able to accept it better when I reach my...
  37. Angieuurope

    suddenly 10x louder. it screams so that I hardly hear anything else. I didn't do anything. why...

    suddenly 10x louder. it screams so that I hardly hear anything else. I didn't do anything. why doesn't anyone help us
  38. Angieuurope

    Wanted to sleep with earplugs this night because of neighbors. Double hell, no chance. I prefer...

    Wanted to sleep with earplugs this night because of neighbors. Double hell, no chance. I prefer to hear the noise from the neighbors
  39. Angieuurope

    Yesterday in a restaurant for about 4 hours. Ears feeling closed today. What a life. Not even...

    Yesterday in a restaurant for about 4 hours. Ears feeling closed today. What a life. Not even that can be done without being punished
  40. Angieuurope

    loved reading. or just lie down and enjoy the peace and quiet. simple things… it destroys me

    loved reading. or just lie down and enjoy the peace and quiet. simple things… it destroys me
  41. Angieuurope

    @RunningMan shr said that she always hears it, even at this moment. But I agree with you, I also...

    @RunningMan shr said that she always hears it, even at this moment. But I agree with you, I also believe that its extent is not close to that of most of us
  42. Angieuurope

    First therapie today. Was afraid of not being understood, but that wasn't the case. She also has T.

    First therapie today. Was afraid of not being understood, but that wasn't the case. She also has T.
  43. Angieuurope

    Maybe in a while I'll see it differently and be able to talk about getting used to it. I can't...

    Maybe in a while I'll see it differently and be able to talk about getting used to it. I can't imagine it, but who knows. I would be grateful if I could just hear it if I closed my ears. What I would give for us all to have it like that...
  44. Angieuurope

    colleague said today that I'll get used to it cause he can also hear something when he covers...

    colleague said today that I'll get used to it cause he can also hear something when he covers his ears. What a joke… wanted to scream
  45. Angieuurope

    @RunningMan your words could have been mine. I have to distract myself as much as possible today...

    @RunningMan your words could have been mine. I have to distract myself as much as possible today to get through the day. Hope it goes down quickly, still annoying, but easier to deal with
  46. Angieuurope

    louder for no reason. not in my perception, but actually. masking needs to be turned up to get...

    louder for no reason. not in my perception, but actually. masking needs to be turned up to get relief. what a damn situation
  47. Angieuurope

    @crescentsky I understand that. A very evil side comes out of me on days too. Terrible what that...

    @crescentsky I understand that. A very evil side comes out of me on days too. Terrible what that does to us
  48. Angieuurope

    @aab I'm so incredibly sorry for you

    @aab I'm so incredibly sorry for you
  49. Angieuurope

    Did T make any of you extremely irritated, sad and unhappy and at the same time so sensitive and...

    Did T make any of you extremely irritated, sad and unhappy and at the same time so sensitive and understanding of others? Crazy like T
  50. Angieuurope

    @dd314 Please excuse the late reply, I didn't see your message. Felt very calm and tired during...

    @dd314 Please excuse the late reply, I didn't see your message. Felt very calm and tired during this, even though T hissed like always so it did exactly nothing for T. I probably or certainly expected too much from one time. I was disappointed and haven't done it again since. I would probably...
  51. Angieuurope

    5 months in this miserable condition

    5 months in this miserable condition
  52. Angieuurope

    suddenly a new sound. like a running engine far away. fuck that

    suddenly a new sound. like a running engine far away. fuck that
  53. Angieuurope

    Friends go partying, watching movies, just enjoying life… I always have to cancel. It hurts

    Friends go partying, watching movies, just enjoying life… I always have to cancel. It hurts
  54. Angieuurope

    @gameover in despair, people do many things. I'm sorry it's aggravating for you. If it becomes a...

    @gameover in despair, people do many things. I'm sorry it's aggravating for you. If it becomes a burden, it's not the right thing to do
  55. Angieuurope

    I've never been religious, please don't judge me. Since T I have been praying daily. You all are...

    I've never been religious, please don't judge me. Since T I have been praying daily. You all are in my prayers
  56. Angieuurope

    @RunningMan It was this: https://youtu.be/s3jYDf3MjoU?si=c5IhAi68fIImgPde Tried thousand of...

    @RunningMan It was this: https://youtu.be/s3jYDf3MjoU?si=c5IhAi68fIImgPde Tried thousand of crickets now and it is a great relief because of the white noise in the background. @BrOKeN_1 your preffered one is also very calming. Thank you so much guys now I have something new for hopefully...
  57. Angieuurope

    Looking for a new masking sound for sleep. Can‘t stand my regular 10 h video on YouTube anymore...

    Looking for a new masking sound for sleep. Can‘t stand my regular 10 h video on YouTube anymore. The same thing for months. annoying
  58. Angieuurope

    microdosing with shrooms today. I can't stand this noise for the rest of my life

    microdosing with shrooms today. I can't stand this noise for the rest of my life
  59. Angieuurope

    I thought tinnitus and hyperacusis was enough. Now this too. I hope it doesn't happen again. It...

    I thought tinnitus and hyperacusis was enough. Now this too. I hope it doesn't happen again. It was only in my right ear.
  60. Angieuurope

    miss my old life so much. previous problems seem so tiny

    miss my old life so much. previous problems seem so tiny